Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥
Time flies man. Haha. But at the same time, I still feel that it's travelling so slowly. Sob.
Been a hectic week for me. Weekends are burnt by SM motor redemption. Came to work so early and stuff like that. Sleep late coz burnt by rotting late at night with friends.
I managed to have a bit of life here and there when I work morning. After work still can see the daylight. Shops are still open, got a bit of chance to hang out with friends I guess.
Things are going well these days. Though I was scolded a few times at work, but work is work la. I still enjoy my peaceful quiet days when I'm at home or after work, going home with my friends.
Did I mention that today I off? Haha. Well, I haven't catch Spiderman. Think I gonna catch it tomorrow with Metta ba. Been a while since I last catch movie with her le. Haha.
Oh ya, I got the news that I'm transferring soon. I wonder if the news is bad or good.
calwen @ 3:39 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ♥
hahaha. I'm sooooo tired today. I dunno why these days liek not sleeping well. I have enough sleep, but then when I wake up it seems like my whole body nv rest like that lo. Very tiring. Sigh. Next week another blockbuster coming up. I think I gonna die earlier with the stress load I'm facing. Plus, schedule is gonna be handed to me soon. Oh well.
Haha, I seriously need a talk to my sisters soon. I so god damn missing them. I need to talk to them about the business we're gonna work together. I wonder if anyone of them still on ma?
Oh well. I find myself wanting to stay at home more and more often. I guess working now makes me appreciate that I have a home to go back to. To sleep and stuff like that. Life is really good if I can stay at home everyday. Haha.
Maybe I should start looking for freelance jobs. To earn a bit more income. Haha.
I'm mad le.
Sometimes I also dunno wat I'm typing about in my blog. Think I'm still a bit lost in my life.
Anyway, probably putting up some siggys I made during my free time.
LOL. My best friends in maple. ^^
I'll be changing a phone soon. And changing my lappy. Buy more clothes and shoes and bags. I wanna buy perfume also. Then I wanna go WAXING. Hahahah! I mad le. Slowly ba. I will save money de. ^^
Tuesday is the gala for pirates. God bless me.
calwen @ 10:45 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007 ♥
I had a talk with Edmund today. To think about it, it's been a while since I heart to heart talk with anyout out there. These days I'm been trying to run away from reality. And talking about reality really depresses me. And ya, today I'm depressed coz I talked to Edmund about our common topic, Life.
I've been avoiding this topic very long le.
When can I find my light?
calwen @ 1:38 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007 ♥
Ello there. lol. Well, just got home. Kinda tired these days.
Not sure wat to blog too. Well, met a few stupid customers today. I mean, some customers can get really unreasonable at times. Not that I'm taking things to heart, I'm fine, find it funny, but then, a bit sian to get screamed at when it's not our fault.
Hmmm, work was alright these days. Not as busy as last week. Redemptions aren't that many as well.
Hmmm. I started to wear home clothes to work also le. A lot of comments from the rest. I'm like so paiseh. Haha. Walk in the office like very paiseh sia. Haha.
calwen @ 2:29 AM
Saturday, May 05, 2007 ♥
Ello there.
I haven't been able to fully write a detailed entry ever since I start working. Seriously. I wanted to blog out all this feelings inside of me for so long, but I nv seem able to. I seem to have a lot of things to do, a lot of things to settle. I want to have someone to talk to you know? A sister whom seem so far away now. My sisters whom I lost contact a little. How I miss them so much. How I become the person I am now, I really dunno who I am anymore. I feel lost, I feel scared. I wanna find my way out of this mess, but I'm struggling. I seem like I dun need anyone for me, but the fact is I'm just a girl who need someone to talk to. Someone I can be real to.
I'm not trying to get emotional. I know the real world is tough. I really need to buck up and grow up. But, by losing myself to nothing, is really something I dun wish to see myself in the future. I need to find a purpose in life. A purpose which I lost dunno how many ages ago.
I miss my friends you know. I miss singing, movies, shopping, playing games, hanging out, looking pretty with them. I wish I can go back school.
It's not that I dun love my work. It's just that, I need to find a purpose in my life. I feel so alone, did I bring this up upon myself? I dunno who I can trust man. Who can really help me out when I'm in deep shit? People tell me they love me, do they really love me? Do they really love me for who I am, for wat I do?
I miss myself. I wish Wendy would come home...
calwen @ 3:41 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 ♥
Hi.
Sorry for the lack of updates. Been really busy lately.
Well, I've fallen sick recently. Totally lost my voice. My voice sounds like I'm living underwater now. Really. I cannot even laugh. My tummy hurts when I laugh coz I cough too much. Sigh.
Hmmm, and I've been really swey recently. I just got my pay and return 250 to Daniel. Then 250 in my wallet wanna pay bill de, then I lost the freaking wallet with my IC inside. Make IC cost 100 for 1st times. Then, my bill haven't pay, means another 300 gone. Wtf right. Money keeps flowing away from me. Very sad de lo. Somemore, that day Alfred accidentally bank in extra 50 bucks. Then when I closing I short 50 bucks, I paid leh. Then tmd the 50 bucks Eve say cannot get back. I super swey with money. Sigh.
hmmm, sigh.
calwen @ 1:26 AM