Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥
Ahhh, yes, I forgot to mention I ton at lex house on Saturday night til Sunday afternoon.
There wasn't much of us around, but I managed to catch Ja, and Pam, along with Pipi and Lex too. We play mahjong like we nv gonna touch mahjong again sia. Play whole night and when Ja came and take over in the morning like 6am like that, I just fell asleep immediately sia. When I woke up it's lik 11am plus, took over Pam while she catch some wink, and continue mahjong til 2 plus. I lost 10 bucks over. Super sad. Then long time nv see Pipi le. Kinda miss her a lot sia.
Hmmm, work has been stressful lately. I suddenly miss my freedom so much. Times when I just rot at home do nothing. >.< Sigh. I wish 2 years just pass ASAP.
I still have anime not yet finished. Better chiong. =x
Seeya!
calwen @ 3:34 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥
I just came home!! I had FUN!! Hahaha. I met up with Viv coz it's her birthday, along with 3 of her friends, Sam, Daniel, Gil, and so on.
Wait, before I go into the outing, just wanna tell you guys that my work has been alright. I feel useless in box actually. I mean, there's Jane and Metta there. I practically didn't have to do anything. Not that I'm complainint or wat, maybe I just need to work on skills on box. >.<>.<
Ok, on to my trip. WEEEE. I met up with Gil first of coz. While waiting for Viv, he mention that on the newspaper there's this cutting on Taka Jewellery, a ring that's originally 59.90 now cost 60 cents. YES. I'M SERIOUS. Gil told me that he went a few outlets, it's sold out le. Then we walked past Centrepoint de outlet while on the way to withdraw money, and checked with the store whether there's any left. THERE IS! A 60 cents worth of ring! Then we crazily went to the nearest 7-11 store and purchase newspaper, just to cut out the coupon and purchase it lo. Then actually I wanna keep it de. But since I didn't get anything for Viv, I decided to give her the ring instead lo. >.<
Anyway, I had a Warm Choco Cake from starbucks before heading into PartyWorld. I really had fun tonight. I had one cup of beer though it's disgusting, I really hate beer. zzz. Anyway, I was shocked when Pam and Gil gave me a belated birthday present. I really love it! I mean, really really love it. I didn't expect them to give me anything, since it's Viv's party we're talking about, but I really appreciate the tot lo. I LOVE IT. I LOVE PAM. MUACKS SISTER!
I sang a lot today, after PartyWorld was like 2 plus coming to 3, so I decided to go home while they head to another Pub to continue drinking. Ken send me home, really appreciate it too. =D
Tomorrow is MAHJONG NIGHT. Gonna see Pam, Lex, Ja, Des, Jess, Pipi, bla bla bla. Happy happy! OFF DAY IS COMING SOON!! FINALLY!!
calwen @ 3:24 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007 ♥
Wah lao. I very pissed off with my freaking brother leh. Sometimes he really know how to climb over my head de lo. NB LA. That anime is not mine can. Is my friend de lo. My friend borrow me I haven't even fucking watch finish he nb bring go his work place there and watch. NOW I CANNOT FIND THAT ANIME AND I DUNNO WAT HAPPEN TO IT. My friend even asked me to take care of it somemore. Kao. Then these days coz my lappy de wireless kinda down so my brother no choice have to use it. And he's like using so much space for the games now that I'm kinda pissed that I allowed him to use my lappy lo. Very sian de la. Sigh
Work has been stressful and tiring. It's like a standard I have to live up to. I not sure if I'm giving myself more stress then needed. Worrying about being able to fit in, whether your staff is giving you support, whether you have enough time for this for that. Sigh. It's been quite a while since I actually really smiled at anyone. Except for some peeps in that place la. They made me feel at least, welcome back to Cathay, that kind of feeling. At least, they can crack jokes with me that make me feel really comfortable. I feel less like myself each day pass.
I miss myself. I miss my friends. I miss my freedom. But I guess life isn't fair. I need to become a working adult le.
Well. I had a bit of fun yesterday though. Went clubbing though I didn't stay until very late. Had a few photos taken, but I dun have them in my phone. All scattered everywhere. Haha. Went to bed like 4am in the morning, wake up 7am for work. I'm like totally, shag. It's like, check programme compo can fall asleep inside like that. Then tio scolding from Eve lo. I notice she like nv scold other staff like that. I wonder if it's coz I'm younger so need more scolding. Sigh. I know stuff like dun take her words to heart and stuff, but then, it's not nice to tio scold. Somemore she say she wanna slap me. I was rather shock. Was I that bad?
I saw Samantha yesterday. She say wanna talk to me until now nv talk lo. Sigh. Can see that me and her the wall getting stronger each day. I also dunno wat to do about it. I'm still waiting for her to talk to me. lol.
I'm so tired. Tml's viv firstday wor. I wonder if I should wait til 12am to message her happy birthday. We're meeting up tml.
I think I'm really that bad la. I dun think anyone knows that I'm that down either. I guess people can't tell ba.
I can't really find an aim in life le. After I graduate, like I said before. I'm lost. I dunno wat I should aim for in life. I really need to have a good chat with my sisters soon. I miss them horribly.
calwen @ 11:03 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 ♥
Hey guys. Haha
Very sorry for the lack of updates. I've been doing very well I suppose, just freaking tired here and there, but still managing well with my time I guess.
Wanna say a lot of things, but seems like I know a lot of people would be reading. Maybe I'll consider moving my blog to private again. Hahaha.
My birthday has been an enjoyable one. Someone brought me to eat Jap food yesterday, had fun, and I managed to meet quite a lot of friends at the same time. I drop a few tears when Sam and Daniel came down and find me just to had me a brownie cake. On it wrote, Happy Birthday Ke Ai de Wen! Haha. Must be Sam's doing. Work is like work. Nothing special on my birthday, haha. But well, I managed to get a few best wishes and stuff like that. Thanks.
I miss Jess so much. When I saw her yesterday, I almsot forgotten how comfortable I am always when I'm with her. I dun have to worry how she judge me and stuff like that. I miss her so much.
Anyway, been learning a lot about work recently. I'm still afraid wat is prepared for me the next few weeks.
Have to deal with my bosses and stuff like that. I'm thankful that I still have stuff who dunno me and still respect me ba. And I can work along with Christ, Fabian and Su etc.
Anyway, just wanna thank my sisters for sending me wishes, and of all people, SiewTing, ShanYun, and people. Thanks guys!
Lol. These days like less things to blog about le.
Feeling a bit lost on wat I wanna do.
I'm losing my habit of mapling le, which is good I guess. Work makes me no time for a lot of things, though I'm still able to hang out with friends, but I'm rather tired at the end of the day. Turning 20 makes me feel extremely old. Haha.
I guess I gotta find things to look forward in life now. Life without hope isn't worth living. Haha.
I got my license, I got my Diploma, wat else do I want in life?
I dunno man.
Everything seems so blurry.
I dun really know wat am I aiming for now. Haha.
Oh well. I hope when the time comes I'll figure out myself.
calwen @ 8:16 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥
lol.
Happy birthday to me.
calwen @ 12:15 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007 ♥
MY HANDPHONE LINE IS BACK!!! SOB
calwen @ 4:47 PM