Saturday, March 03, 2007 ♥
I'm freaking tired. Not much rest lately. Due to the fact that Sam came by my house every other day to ton. Then need to accompany her. Not that I'm complaining. Just that I not enough sleep. Hahaha.
Well, I'm back playing maple. Btw, hello to YaZz. I never know that YaZz and me same age. Haha. But then, when I read my blog, realise that he also wanna quit maple. See his entry like mine like that when I mega to quit. Hmmm.
I guess my friends really want me to come back. I'm going to work soon, really afraid that I will log in maple less. I guess it's a good thing too. Can't be forever stuck in a game. but I will log in just to rot in my usual place la. And chat. ^^ Wat Jason say is true too, dun coz of him quit maple. Not worth it. Coz all my friends also go in and chat de. Anyway, I realise one truth that made me woke up entirely. I'm rather sad at the truth, feel like I'm being cheated, but it's okie. Like I said, he's not worth wasting anymore tears. I guess we're still friends. But I kinda regretted how things turn out. I should have been more careful again before I fall in love. Seems like I forever will nv learn my lesson.
Enough of him. I'm going back Cathay work soon. I went down to talk to Eve and Evelyn the other day. They want me back as a Sup. Frankly, I'm really afraid things wouldn't turn out well. I mean, afterall, I'm gone for a yr plus. There are many changes. Really afraid if I become sup I wouldn't be able to perform like I used to. Knowing Eve, I know she have doubts in me. She told me that I join just for the job sake. But knowing Eve, I hope her words are there to push me to work harder. Eve say Evelyn take me as high regard. Dunno bullshit or not. Anyway. I signed my death papers. Very soon I'll have no life in Cathay like in the past.
I'm happy yet afraid. Things are gonna be different. And I really wanna prove to Eve that I really want to come back to Cathay. I wanna do a good job.
As for guild wise, Lex left guild for Viv le. I just hope everything goes well with him. I wish him all the best. The both created a guild which only have both of them in it. ^^ Sweet right. Haha.
Like I say, who cares about pros and lvls. I despise people who maple coz of lvl. I dun mind if you wanna lvl, but pls lo. People who say can quit so easily without tears, are people who think it's just a game. Lol. that the people inside aren't important. Too bad. These people are important to me. lol. I realise I can't just quit like that. lol. not becoz of a guy. i'll stop one day. but not coz of a guy.
ya. I went to catch a movie with Gil today. Happily N'ever After. CARTOON!!! >.< But not bad leh. =X I slack with his friends at Suntec and Marina Square. They both quite fun to be with. Enjoyed myself today though I'm falling a bit sick.
Oh yes. I saw Robin today. Not poly Robin, the one I know from metro in the past. Like, 3 yrs ago? Very long nv see him le. and OMG. HE IS CUTE. Hahaha. I'm honoured that he recognised me. Coz it's like really long I didn't see him le. And HE CALLED ME. Hahaha. HE IS CUTE!
Ahem. I almost wanted to ask for number, but, hey, I'm not desperate. Haha. AND I NV ASKED FOR A GUY'S NUMBER DE. ROAR.
calwen @ 8:46 PM