Wednesday, February 07, 2007 ♥
Many things have happened these few days. So many ups and downs. Been to places and experience different stuff.
I'm not sure if parting is a good thing. But I guess life still goes on without each other. No matter how much it hurts, no matter how much I cry, I know it when it's impossible to be together. My heartaches, when I decided to make that decision. But I know that it's time. To face reality. That we both live in different worlds. I'm still crying each time I think about you, but time will heal I guess.
I'm graduating soon. It's almost seems like starting a new life. Working, wonder if there'll be time for my friends. I'm enjoying my freedom right now. But I know someday it'll end. I guess I wish it'll never end.
How I wish life could have been simple. How I wish I nv had fallen in love in the first place.
I'm not sure wat I wanna do now. Seems a bit lost. I dun feel like mapling anymore. I dun feel like going sch anymore. I just wanna rot somewhere and wait for death to take over.
Oh ya, did I mention I cut my hair? Haha.
<3 xAffinityx
calwen @ 2:34 AM