Saturday, February 10, 2007 ♥
LOL. I went out today. Hmmm. Even though I'm horribly broke. But staying at home alone thinking makes everything worse.
So, I head town, went to visit some friends, and went K box with the people I love.
Nothing much, sang pretty much songs today. Even though my throat isn't that good. I still try la. Like I say. Better then being at home thinking.
I didn't cry today. I guess that's an improvement.
Oh ya, I thinking of stopping maple too. Just get my equipments and stuff, and I'm out of there. Gotta go back work too. Wouldn't have the time. Suddenly feel like wanna chiong work. Keep myself busy. Probably I wouldn't think so much.
If Sam didn't remind me, I would have forgotten that Valentine's Day is around the corner. I nv let it affected me much. But dunno why this yr a bit... wrong. Haha.
I miss him much. But I'll get over it. I hope I can faster get over it. I hate myself now. I wanna be normal again. Wish every bit of this not true. Wish I'll wake up tomorrow and realise it's just a nightmare and see his sms in the morning. Haha. Ya. I WISH. rofl.
I'll work soon. I promise. Earn money, can pay my stuff, can work towards my dream. Yes.
calwen @ 6:33 AM