Thursday, November 16, 2006 ♥
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I reached home today feeling tired, depressed, and rotten.
I didn't catch a movie just now, by the time we had our lunch at KFC no more time la. So we rotted around amk. Really rotted.
So basically I travelled from yck, to amk, back to yck again, coz I followed them back to sch for lecture. I plan to skip though, no point going coz I got no tutorial later.
Met up with Chun to go SimLim, alighted at bugis, and we walked, and we walked, and we walked.
We both got lost la.
How lame right. I everytime go to sim lim with someone who knows the way la. Today me and Chun dunno how to walk then we lost lor.
Stopped by KuanYin Mao to pray. I got a bad lot. Wat the charm say is so true la, these days I'm down on my luck, watever I do will be quite jia lat.
Nvm, didn't tot much of it.
Anyway, upon reaching SimLim finally, we walked like about 10 shops to find my wacom la. Found 2 shops that sell 288 bucks. I decided to go Funan mall to check the price there coz I heard there cheaper la.
Walk back to bugis MRT station.
Sit train to Cityhall, walk to Funan Mall.
By then, my legs are already breaking liao. Trust me.
I found a wacom that cost 279 bucks. Suddenly, I just couldn't bring myself to buy it la. It's not like I dun have the money. It's just that, I bu she de spend the money. Really bu she de. But I want that fucking wacom so badly la. I wanted it since dunno when lo.
I went to Swenson had my dinner, and I called my mum, ask for advice. And guess wat.
After all the walking, and sometimes walking in the rain, I decided to go back empty handed.
And I'm very pissed. I dun like the feeling going home empty handed when I really wanna buy. But I bu she de buy.
I'm just fucking pissed that I wasted my time when I actually can go home and do my project. Now I'm just too fucking tired to do now la.
Some people just care too much about their own feelings to care about mine can?
And you're not there when I needed you to.
Came home, my mum told my dad about the wacom I wanted to buy. My dad say wanna take money from my step sis. I dun want. I dun really wanna take much money from my parents. They should spend their money on their ownselves.
I just feel like I wanna die la.
So much to do, yet, I dun have the motivation to do anything. So tired.
Oh ya, I sat a cab back. From Funan ITE Mall, to Woodlands. cost a bloody fee of 22 bucks.
I didn't get my wacom, but I spend so much la.
You know wat? I hate it when all I blog these days are so depressing. It's not like I want it. But right now, right at this moment, life just suck so badly that... that I felt like no one can listen to me cry.
I want a hug. Please tell me everything is gonna be fine la.
NOTE: I dun really know wat I'm writting now la, please just ignore me. I'm just simply in a bad mood without anyone to cheer me up.
calwen @ 9:18 PM