I just realised. That I have many stuff I have not touched.

Feeling so god damn stress. Feels like I need to buck up somehow.

So many things on my mind. I dun think I'm free anytime soon lo.

My projects, I gonna die la. Today got one deadline, and I totally forgot about it. How lame can I get?

I hope by today can hand in. Need to stay back and do lo. Wat else.

Sigh.


Damn sad today can?

Sigh, I quit my job, then suddenly got a lot of problems from the shop lo. First was the 20% I gave to customers, not suppose to give, but I gave. Next was that Nor call me to tell me cash drawer short 50 bucks.

U know wat is the meaning of "what the fuck?"

To enlighten you guys, it just means that things are just wrongly justified. It's been a while since I last short so much, (please dun remind me of my 200 bucks shortage in a month when I was in Cathay) and I just hate it when becoming senior is such a chore. Aiya, can say that I'm running away from my responsibilities, but then, I'm just a part timer lo. I still young le. I dun wanna waste my youth away by working so god damn hard. Sure, no money, I just feel that life sucks when it's so, so... wat's that word... nvm.

Great. So just like wat Metta predicted, I'm gonna be broke. Paying so much after I quit my job was unexpected for. And I damn du lan. Plus the fact that I need to change my fucking phone, things aren't just going my way.

I just dun feel liek working so soon. There's projects to rush. Sigh.


Muacks to a special someone. Huggies~ lu~ Thanks for making my mapling days memorable. ^^

"Faraway" by Nickleback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Last day of work was pretty good. Felt free. Met a new part timer from suntec, he's only 17, but he look older then me lo. Which makes me a bit happy la. He's noisy, I like noisy people. Too bad he's too young for me. Haha. I dun like quiet people. >.< makes me feel uncomfortable.

Had to sleep at 2am, coz tml have to wake up early to do project. Had a date witl Mil at 3pm, hope can finish by then la. Til then, take care guys!


Did I look like that? o.O

I suddenly had a phobia of clubs.

I had fun with my other friend talking my hearts heart and crapping. But when it comes to MOS, it just freaks me out. Probably coz it's months since I last club.

And, it's phobia you know? Phobia.

Somebody save me. T.T


"I dun wanna believe that it's over now~"

Back from work, still have a bit of time for blogging. Realised how tired shit I am, I just wish tml I can skip work la. But no, I have to force myself to go work, since it's like my last day of work. Impression, impression. Sigh. A couple of things happened recently.

I guess I should start with my beloved N71. I'm just fugging fed up with that damn phone la.

Come on man, I bought it like last then 6 months ago and now it's the second time I'm servicing it lor. The whole connection was gone in my phone, and I'm freaking fed up. That night I'm suppose to go clubbing, and it really, totally, spoil my clubbing mood. What's the fugging point of a phone, when you cannot send or recieve message, and you cannot recieve or call calls out? THAT'S THE BASIC JOB OF AN HANDPHONE RIGHT? I'm serious pissed until I wanna cry at work lor. It's like, I wanna message also cannot and you're feeling damn frustrated, knowing someone out there is trying to contact you and u have no way to contact them back. I'M JUST PISSED OFF WITH IT MAN.

Thus, being pissed off, and pretty determine to get rid of my N71 before my temper got worst, I got my mum to check out the new phone that I have no choice but to like, 5300. To realise that my phone market price drop like hell, and that I have to pay 88 bucks more for that new phone. Fine. ANYTHING TO JUST GET RID OF THAT PHONE. Thus, by right I suppose to stay in town and meet up with Jess, I went home, just to get that new hp. And guess wat? That guy refused to accept my phone coz of the network problems. WTF. My freaking phone is under warranty and you dunno how to send it for repair? I mean, you guys actually sell the phone without checking it at nokia care first before selling it to customers ar? WTH lo. I met up with Jess WITHOUT a freaking phone that I'm comfortable with la. I'm still taking my mum's old samsung phone can?! I'm JUST SO PISSED.

And yes, met up with Jess, and I just drank and drank la. I onlyu know I drank 6 cups. And I was still feeling okie. But upon reaching MOS, I couldn't even walk straight la. After that, I just dun wanna mention anymore. I just throw my face everywhere can? Jess vomitted that night as well, but her friend came and fetch her home. Me? I COULDN'T EVEN REMEMBER HOW I GOT HOME. I just know Irddy was there all the way la. And I'm totally totally, sigh. I jsut dunno how to say sorry lo. I'm just, embarrassing la. I hang over, vomitted through out the night. I FEEL SUPER BAD CAN!? I just felt like killing myself la. Seriously. There and then. JUST KILL ME

Sigh. Nightmare. Anyway, I went home at 6am, and my dad woke up when I open my door. Thank god he didn't see Irddy sent me home. He'll kill me. I couldn't make it to school, and when I wake up my throat felt like bleeding la. Vomited too much? Sigh

However, I did go and send my phone to the hospital la. And went to my brother's work place to enjoy a game or two.

Omg. Wednesday still haunts me when I'm alone. Seriously. I think about it and felt scared. Wat if it wasn't Irddy? I mean, I couldn't even REMEMBER how I got home. HOW?! OMG. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG


Change blog song. I love the previous one but I love this song as well man. Let them take turns lo.

Guys what guys. I quit my job. Hahaha. I haven't told my mum yet, but I think she's gonna blow la. =.= I dunno wat's gotten into me, I just quit my job like that. But I seriously have no heart to work now, just wanna enjoy life with my friends lo. DATE ME OUT GUYS!! I'M FREE FOR ALL LE!!

Work was boring as usual. I managed to spend my time away by drawing stuff, listening to mp3 while working (yes, I know I'm brave) and who knows the manager drop by for a visit. OMG lo. Somemore my handphone was on the sales floor. PLUS PLUS, I didn't take out the keys for the cash drawer. zzzz.

"Exciting" day at work lor.

Sigh.

OMG OMG. Clubbing tml leh!! I'm soooooooo excited can? JESS IS GOING!!! RAWBEAN!!! IRDDY!!! YAOWEI!!!! OMG OMG. HAHAHAHA. I very high now la. Just cannot wait lor! lol


Oh well. Just finish up my assignment la. Damn stupid lor, give today the assignment have to finish by 6pm. WTH? Everyone got stressed and started to chiong ar, then I can't really slack also. =.=

I guess attachment did help a bit in my modelling. I think I would be in a lost if I hadn't practise my 3D modelling during my attachment la.

Weekends had been rather okie. Other then watching the movie Death Note, I think I pretty much spend myself at home mapling my time away.

However, meeting my god brother on Sunday was a happy one la. Death Note is NICE. I mean, I hadn't read the story or know anything about it, so i tot the movie was not bad. Those who read and know about the whole series might find it disappointing la. "L" is so cool. lol.

I'm ending my job at the beginning of December. Scotts closing, and I requested to end it there instead of transferring me to somewhere else and continue. I tot probably I need more time for sch already, since I'm like graduating. But like wat Metta says, who will yang wo? lol. Ask me want go back Cathay work? I still dunno the answer yet ba. lol. Ya ya, girls, I know, zzzz cannot make up their minds right? lalala~

Anyway. CLUBBING THIS WEDNESDAY!! I. Am. Totally. Looking. Forward. To. It. WAY TO GO~!!!!!!


Wow. Sculpturing ended early. Which means most of the lessons can end early de lor. Wat am I gonna do when those lessons end early sia. Today also not much interaction with the class.

I WAN YW AND EKIN AND MELVIN! CRY!

Sigh. I was asked the question today, "Still mapling ar?" with the wtf look.

Didn't go Phyllis house le. Ended up I asked her help me take photos. Sch ended early and wanan go straight to her house but she at movie. I lazy to wait alone. So went home lo.

Robin catching Death Note today. Robin and gang. If after sch steady go ar, but have to wait til 8pm alone I also not very willing. Alone. Alone. Fug NYP again la. Starting to hate sch ever since FYPJ ends. Disappointment. I was so looking forward for sch to reopen somemore.

Oh ya. Forgot to mention I met up with Metta for a short while. Chat. Talk about stuff. Since Mel they didn't wanna watch Death Note in the end.

I watching on Sunday with my kor.

I wanna club. I wanna suntan. I seem so free, got things to do, but I'm not doing at all lo. .

WTF LA


lalala.

Omg lo. Now only 2.30pm. My lecture starts at 3pm. And the previous lesson ended early at 12pm. Suppose to end at 2pm de. zzz. With 3 hours of break, I suggested going AMK to have lunch la. We settled at MOS burger, since it's near and the guys like bo chap. In the end I have to mke the decision again. I hate decision making >.<

Then, Mel they all started to talk about Pirates King online. Which I'm tempted to play la, but then, I'll miss maple de leh. It's just that, I really had fun playing maple. It's not about the lvling and stuff, it's about having real fun lo. I know you guys must be wondering what's so fun about maple, but trust me, if you got the right people, the right craps, the right information, playing maple is really hilarious. lol. My brother also playing back le, chionging his lvl and open guild liao. The new guild we had was freaking funny la.

First and foremost, Viv and Lex that I met during maple, they are FUN. Seriously lo. They joke and are very straight forward, and they joke like no mother business like that. Everytime bully me, but like I say, it's fun.

And there's Hanz, who nv fail to accompany me in guild when there's no one around. And my so-call honey, lol. I call him honey not coz we're together la, just call for fun. I just hope he dun fall for me. >.< PRAY. He got gf in real life, and his lvl lower then mine le. I dun want. wahahaha. Not sure if I'll marry in maple also, coz like need commitment. I got a lot of friends to entertain le. lol.

Well, I think this post talk a lot about Maple. Sorry guys if you guys dun like it. I hardly blog a lot about Maple anyway. It's always just one line telling you people about my lvl. Anyway. I'm 94 le. My 2x is still on, so, gotta chiong til 100 plus ba.

Felt a bit left out when people ask me, still chiong Maple ar? Just felt that, wat's wrong with it lo. Sure, you guys start playing other games, but then, nothing wrong about sticking to maple ma. Everytime lvl so high then I start playing, no point coz I can hardly catch up and cannot train together lo.

So. I'll stick to maple. For now. Not sure when I'm stopping. lol.

Oh ya, today I had fun in school. Met Melvin and Ekin by accident on the train, and we went sch and sit together. I good girl, help YW and Zul book place lo. >.< Then after that we split up la. YW and Zul went play pool. Me, Ekin, Mel and some others, went MoS eat burger. lol. We planning to go Vivocity later on. With Ker Hisen, Mel, Jian Zhi, Ekin. Planning to ask YW and Ezul le. See how. DUN SAY I EVERYTIME NO LIFE KEEP MAPLING HOR. This outing I suggest one ok!!!

Robin jio me club last night. I last night very tired, so I say I steady next week. lol. Jess wanna go? It's been a while lo. Since we last go clubbing. Jio your other friends also la. We go together?

Lalalala. Told you guys I'll be blogging more during school. I'll be more free. lol.

I thinking of quitting my job le. It's like I very sian of working liao. How?

I wanna go shopping~~~ SOb.

SIAN AR!!!!


I just love my blog song la. lol. So romantic lo. So suitable for a guy who's chasing after a girl, then sing to her. Waa, damn sweet can? lol.

Afternoon le. But nothing to do. Damn sian. Tomorrow sch at 11.10am, so have to wake up at about 10am. Omg. I can't believe I'm blogging wat time I'm gonna wake up tomorrow. zz.

There are several stuff I need to start doing already. Been slacking a lot la, but just can't bring myself to do my stuff lor.

- Portfolio.
- Take shit photos for Audio and Game Effects. (Friday ba)
- Continue learning my driving. Stopped for a while now.

omg omg. So busy yet I'm slacking lo. Can I graduate or not? LOL.

Megaly sian.

~proof~


lol. Hi guys.

First day of school huh? Well. Wat can I say?

Alright, basically I only had 1 hour of sleep the previous night. I couldn't fall asleep. Somehow or another. Just feel excited and scared. Weird. I should be feeling this when I first come to poly. In fact, when I first come to poly, I dun even care. Right now, I do, maybe coz I just want to leave this school with good memories. So ya, last night, I'm worried how am I gonna fit in and stuff. lol. I sound like a primary school wuss. >.<

And after that 1 hour sleep, I found out I actually have the energy to go to sch. lol. Melvin didn't come, which was rather sad la. I sat with someone whose name I dunno, and a girl from IM named Natelie. Weird why I wasn't sitting with any games student? That's coz everyone in Image Synthesis, I'm not very close with. I'm just lucky Natelie is a nice girl to crap with man. Wat's this feeling called? Lost. lol. Feel kinda weird to go lunch, so decided to go stright to class.

Which I hope is was happier. Stepping inside, I met PeiYi. Which I'm super happy la. Too bad she's at FYPJ, then cannot really hang with her. Then Melvin. He say he couldn't sleep last night thus wake up later for Image and decided not to go liao. Well. No sight of Ekin, Ezul, and YW la. lol. Went in have to sit with Melvin lo. T.T. Worse thing is, the homework we're given, I wasn't close to anyone la. T.T

After class, (which is 1 hour later) they went for lunch and I went home. Since I got no class, and I will be going home with Mel alone. I went to meet up with YiChun had had Swenson with her. Woots!

Thinking of going to Phyllis house to get those private house photographs. Thank god I have rich friends. lol.

That's about it. Seeya!


Okie. To my beloved KJ. lol. This entry will be posted in wee hours just for ya. Since you say I haven't been updating much.

True that I used to update EVERY single day. From sec 4 til Cathay. All my entries I read back I laugh. I even kept that time mystry customer complain me de. And the mini popcorn bag. I take out today and laugh at them with Metta.

Oh ya, I didn't mention did I? Metta came over to stay today. First time. She now very engross in her puzzle bubble game la. lol.

Actually, I should be blogging more these days. Coz I feel down. But it seems like I become worse. This time, I didn't even choose to blog out anymore.

Humans are so complicated. Things they dun have they want it. When they have it they dun want it anymore.

Felt this sense of lost for a very long time already. But I not sure if I gonna do anything about it. If I do, I might make the same mistake again.

Wo zhen de bu dong. Zhen de bu dong wo yao ce me


I miss my blog man. Haha. These days rather happening but didn't really have the time to blog them out. Oh well. Anyway.

After my uncle passed away, I mystriously fell ill. I vomited the whole night and lao sai lo, cannot make it. Then in the morning I had high fever. I was suppose to take care of my mum in the end she take care of me. >.< My family had to go out to settle my uncle's ashes, but my youngest brother stayed and took care of me. He even slept in my room until my dad comes back. I LOVE BROTHER GARY! lol.

Sick was horrible. I felt like vomitting all the time. zzz

Anyway, I met up with Robin and Yw for sushi yesterday. We had fun, just lazing around at Sakae CWP. I didn't wanna go to town, as I still feel like vomitting. I didn't really eat much at sushi too, but I came out just to meet them and ya, I'm happy. ^^ I hope sch reopen things will be just like that..

Speaking of reopening of school. TIMETABLE IS OUT GUYS!!! GO CHECK THEM OUT!!! ROAR!!!!

Name's Wendy (aka wencas)
Birthday falls on the 3rd April
I'm an Aries. Exact. Same. Personality.
Attached happily to Calvin Shing Jia Yong.
Well, that's all you need to know, right?



craves :
Ipod Nano ?
A red Nintendo DS Lite sweeetttt ;)
A Flat Screen TV
TV Cable
Constant Traveling with my one and only ^^
More shoes!
Drama Shows
Comics
ODM Watch got a puma one =D
A perfect wallet braun buffel wakakaka
Brazailian wax ouch
W890i Sony Ericsson
More clothes ^^










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