Friday, August 11, 2006 ♥
Life has been monotonous this few days. I've been locking myself up at home, playing maple, trying now to spend so much. I just wen shopping on National Day, shopping at my own store. Got 41% storewide lor, and some of the stock office dun have, so I get them at the store. Spend 100 bucks on 2 skirts and 2 tops. While trying on them, I realised I've been very fat these days. Put on a lot of weight, coz I've been eating a lot.
Stress sia. Haha. Well, if I got bf le I wouldn't care la. But no bf le, when no bf I grow fat, will lead to even harder to find le. XD I wanna be small size like JingSi. Haha. Somemore every Wednesday I running too. Not eating rice coz got a lot of starch. Trying hard to control my ichiness to bite something when I'm mapling.
Well, there are programmes coming up, JingSi's birthday, which she's gonna organise bbq, wait, I think yw is helping her organise le. LOL. And Wild Wild Wet sia, on the 20th. I wanna tan! It's been a while since I go tanning with my Cathay peeps. It's been a long while since we contacted each other too. I think partly coz I'm rather busy, with my poly friends and everything. But then, I think the distance is sometimes good ar. Makes me expect less from them, lead to less quarrels, less hurt and pain. When you become too attached to a group of people, tend to feel hurt when people aren't doing enough effort to make you feel part of the group. But now, I see that they do remember me lor, even though I not at Cathay, and I'm thankful that they still got update me and stuff. Of coz no other then Jess and KJ. Oh ya, Metta hardly call me, coz she's busy. But it's okie la. Haha.
Everyone's back at Cathay le. When will I be?
I miss that place hell lot. It's like, people say working is burning ur youth away, true, but then, at Cathay, it gives me a brand new life. I enjoyed myself at Cathay, it's like more playtime then working. Actually, it's each own's mentality la. Just think positive. Everything will be alright.
Everyone has each and their own piority la. All we have to do is understand each other and expect less. Appreciate each other then they are around, and look at less faults and think of the happy times you guys spend together. That keeps friendship going.
Oh ya, believe in Karma too. Wat you give in, is what you willhave in return. How you treat people, others can see de, and they will treat you bad. That's what I believe la.
I dun think I've let any friends down before. But I also dunno why people will disappoint me and let me down. Quite upset to think about the scars. Both friendship and relationships.
Mind you, I'm not being emo. Hahaha. I just wanna tell those people out there that I still love them no matter wat happen. Take care.
calwen @ 2:20 PM