Hi there. Just got back home. Quite early I must say. Compared to yesterday la.

Had our presentation for IAP today. Damn sian. I think by now my poly friends know that once I got nothing to do I'll get frustrated de. And I did, listening to the presentations and stuff is just now my thing. I even punched Melvin a few times on the shoulders. XD Actually planning to watch movie with my friends, but then, the presentation ended too late, waste my time lor, so in the end I just left without my friends, went to meet Metta and gang. ^^

Went Chinatown with Metta and Jess, jsut to eat the famous porriage there. ^^ When with Jess there's always good food around. Haha. Metta went to return her Adidias uniform, and then travel to Centrepoint to ask for my schedule, then travel to Cathay coz Jess and Metta had to collect their new uniforms (it's ugly =.=) and waited for Angeline to knock off before we went home together. Everytime I enter Cathay, old staff will smile at me and ask, "Haven't come back?" It just makes me smile somehow. Haha. Memories, memories. ^^

Just met Daniel to pei him eat dinner. Hmmm, chat, and we like wanna go overseas to relax le. T.T Thinking whether should I or not. Wanna ask people le, but dunno they on or not also. Sigh.

Just more pictures from yesterday. Phyllis send de. Thanks girl!














Blocking lift entrance but we just dun care. XD













Samantha, Jess, Metta, Me, Angeling and KJ
(Nie Po, 6am Shutdown, Loudspeaker, Cookie Monster, Act Cute, Aittitude)

Alright, had a stroll at the Toys section at OG in Chinatown, and found some cute stuff that I wanna share with you peeps. Hint, my birthday on April 3. XD












These soft toys are just adorable!!!! ARGHHH.


Another long day. Tired, slept at 6am wake up at 3am which is like super shiok la.

Met up with YiChun for discussion on her online shop. Gonna helped her with it, I really hope I got time lor. Sigh, holidays but I'm rather busy. LOL. After that went for some ice cream and chat, stuff like that. Jogging on Wednesday instead, coz today lack of sleep ma. Hmmm, tempted to spend money on comics, but I hold on to myself. Dun really wanna spend so much. I still have my wacom le. I think can forget about buying le, need to repair air con first. Sigh.

Anyway, after meeting YiChun I went for another car lesson. Instructor like informed me that my test date could be pushed forward le. Cool man! XD I might even able to drive before my holidays ended le. SUPER COOL!! Haha, was a little tired driving today, probably coz I brought my lappy out for YiChun just now. Heavy ma.

Hmmm, then after that went for movie with the Troop. It's been very very long since I hang out with them, and THANKS LE! WATCH AMERICAN HUANTING KNOWING VERY WELL I DUN WATCH HORROR! =.= anyway, watched for free so I nv complain much. Hahaha. Staff com. AWW MAN!! I missed watching movies for free le!! I NEVER HAD TO PAY FOR ANY MOVIES I WATCHED IN THE PAST! CRY!

Anyway, photos after we watched the movie. Not a bad show. But didn't quite catch until the end when Sam told me a little. =.= If you have problem understanding dun watch.












Metta and Me. No matter how many photos we take, I still wanna continue the collection. lol












KJ, Me And Jess. I just missed them both. ^^












Samantha le!! Once in a lifetime see her come out with us. She seem rather weak just now. Hope she's doing fine. Of coz, not forgetting Angeline and me and Metta.











Her face never change sia. Forever attitude. And forever love suaning me. =.=












Again!












Jess look so sweet with the head band. ^^


Oh ya, not forgetting Phyllis as well. She was there. I JUST MISS EVERYONE!

I'm sooooooo loving my holidays. It's just the beginning and I'm loving it so much. Tml going sch, after that movies with them. After movies meeting the troop again for KTV!! OMG!!! KTVS!!!!

Hahahaha. I'm lovin it!


To Wendy:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
You love dancing and u hate ghost movies!!!
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
Try to watch a ghost movie without closing ur eyes. hahahha
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.Yellow
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
Your company and ur laughter..
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
Really unfriendly.. coz u hated us newbies from the start. haha
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
Porcupine. hahaha.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
Do u think i can be a pain in the ass?
8. You must post this on your blog.
GO GO GO.

That's what JESS LIM wrote about me. LOL. Kao. I miss her a lot le. T.T WHY YELLOW?! WHY PORCUPINE!? And no lor, where got pain in the ass? =.= I wish I can hang out with u more often lo. XD Unfriendly?! SAD LA. I very friendly de okie! kanasai. XD

Alright, I officially miss my friends. Haha. It's the holidays! I'm like super happy lor. I WANNA GO TANNING SESSIONS!! I wanna go CLUBBING!! Please make full use of my holidays everyone!!!

Actually, a lot of things to update ne. Haha. I got some photos of our ST office, but I didn't post. I was happy to leave there. No more early wake ups to dress formal anymore, I'm free from all of it. It's really shiok lor. Most of my poly friends having their holidays as well, I guess they are really really really REALLY happy about it! WHO ISN'T?! But I'm realy very high thinking about my holidays lor!! OMG!!! XDXDXD

Alright, my weekends are burnt away working. Haha. These two days are sales period, and my days are really bad. Sat, I came to Centrepoint, a while later they say they want me go SCOTTS to work. Cry la! I have to walk over le. Somemore the sales is like really BIG sales lor. 50% off STOREWIDE, with an additional 10% more if you purchase more then 4 items. OMG. I did a bit of shopping though. XD Bought 2 tops. Weee. Hmmm, anyway, transferred to Scotts, and I met JANIS!! The one that cheated y money when I was still a beginner at Bods. Sigh. Swey lor. I sprain my back while getting stocks at Scotts. The staff there also like dun really talk to me coz I a transfer ma. Sad lor. Then after a while no one le, they ask me go back le!! Cry la!! Think I wat sia. So free ar? Then in the end they say I can choose to stay. Then I stay lor, and they asked me to go out send simi flyers. Another OMG. In my entire life, I SWEAR I will never send flyers coz I find it tu lian. I SWEAR LE! AND I GIVE OUT MY FIRST BATCH OF FLYERS ON SATURDAY. My record broken lor!!! SAD. Centrepoint lost my badge too. I using Kit's one now, since she quit already. Sigh. On the brighter side, I visited Kit at Levis at Lucky Plaza. lol. BUT THAT'S ALL. Wanted to visit YW at Paragon too but I ps later disturb him, so never lor. Went back to Centrepoint after 7pm to continue working there. Fugging tired at the end of the day. 12 hours le!!! T.T Oh ya, I sat a lorry back home. Apprantly Rohanni live in woodlands as well, and her husband drive lorry. So send me and ShiKin back to Woodlands lor. XD

Sunday, the same thing. I have to go Scotts. But this time better la, I get to talk to them, and they seem nice lor. They play radio somemore, not like Centrepoint play the same CDs all over again and again and again. And there even more slack then Centrepoint lor. No security camera eyeing on u all the time.^^ Just that idiot Janis is there I dun like that's all. =\ Went back CP again. Sigh. But today not as tired as yesterday. probably coz yesterday first day of sales a lot of people lor.

Will be quite busy tomorrow. happening le! Morning going running again. With YiChun. She wanna discuss with me this business she's opening, actually wanna discuss today but I was freaking tired. tml then discuss lor. And then, after that I still got driving wor. Then at 9.30pm got movie with my Cathay troop. all 6 of us! Hmmm, actually got mix feelings la. Hope nothing goes wrong tml. ^^

Alright. Going maple le. Hope my updates are enough. Weeee.


ITS OVER! IT'S FINALLY OVER!! OMG!!

Guys. It's finally over. I'm officially free from school, from attachment. IT'S JUST OMG. I'm just so freaking happy la. ^^

My holidays. HERE I COME!!












I hate YaoWei. XD











^^ Birthday Girl and ME!!!










Everyone so busy wor. I busy also le. Taking photographs. ^^










He like monkey or not? Wahahaha










3 Muskerteers. One black, one red, one yellow. ^^










Pa, Ma, Me, and Nu Er! ^^










Ma and Pa wor. Birthday girl also wor. ^^










Candid camera!?










Bleah!

Just some of the photos at the BBQ on JS's birthday. Lazy to think of funny captions so just anyhow put lor. Ps la. Now late le. Very tired. =( Seeya guys.


Blogging during lunch time. ^^

Today is the seocnd last day of iap. Everyone is rushing for reports and stuff. I guess it's only natural that we're rushing. I'm only left with the report and the survery to complete. After that I'm done with here. Good bye. I will not miss ST ever. =.= Sure, I do learn a lot of stuff here. But I'm still not used to wearing formal everyday. Yup. 3 months here and I'm still not used to it. In fact, it makes me hate to wear formal even more. Personal opinion. ^^

I guess everyone is looking forward to the holidyas. Personally, I dun feel like working anymore. Recently in this month my attitude at work became quite back. I just dun wanna come to work anymore. Everyone's tired, I guess I just have weak endurence. I mean, come on, having all of ur weekends burned at another work place, it's like I've no break at all even on week ends. Now I need to save up for the repair of my air con. Sigh. I hate growing up. Nevetheless. After today's presentation, I just dun have the motivation to work anymore. Really.

I need a life soon. Gonna miss up with my friends. But dunno they free to meet me ma. ^^ Chun, dun forget our jogging sessions every week hor. And date me out often Amanda. It's my holidays. There's so many friends I gotta meet up. Sigh. So many movies to catch wor.

Feeling down lately. I dunno why, perhaps it's pms. Weird.

Office seem so quiet during lunch time. ^^ Maybe I'll just sleep after blogging.

During IAP I even managed to finish up Season 1 of Sailor Moon. Omg lor. This shows how much I really dun wanna work anymore.

Maybe I'll drop by MOS next week. ^^ See how it goes.

Oh well. Gotta do some dunno what wirefame thing. Actually dun understand what YW trying to say before he go off for lunch. But he sound like I'm dumb and he's pissed. Maybe I'll just... see what I can do now ba.


OMFG. I'm at work with nothing to do. Actually, I've finish the stuff I'm suppose to do liao, and I just dun wanna ask if there's anymore or not. =.= I just want this week to faster past lor. I just wanna stay at home. Sigh. Btw, my air con in the room is now down. T.T It's freaking hot. Not used to it. So sad lor. Have to go my mum's room and sleep and she keep kicking me. I dun like people to disturb me when I'm sleeping de. Sad.

Mel didn't come work today. MC work. Speaking of Mel i angry le. Roar! Idiot. Yesterday my friend, a priest, came online and ask me wanna join her at coolie map ma. I rejected coz I tot wanna stay at ludi with my guild leader, wth. I REJECTED A PRIEST LE!! A priest that I can have 1.5x more exp you know!! Being a good friend le!!! Who knows, after I go sleep, MEL AND DESMOND WENT TO FIND HER AND LEVEL TOGETHER! T.T CRY!!!! If I know Mel wanna go, just tell me earlier and we can go le!! Then leave me all alone in ludi. Then when I message him just now, he tell me he at ludi back. WTH? THEN LEAVE DESMOND BACK AT EL NATH? Angry le!

But watever la. XD Angry also angry for a moment. Muahahaha. I made up my mind to go back big wraith tonight. Which is Kerning. But I hesitating coz Kerning normally have a lot of people there le. Should I? Should I not? Hmmmm.

oh well. Need to go Cityhall to collect my stuff. Tomorrow need to go WanXin house to record some stuff too. Sigh. Frankly. I just wanna go home and rot. Got a lot of stuff I forgot to do also. Need to buy DVDs to burn animes I also forget. Sian. A LOT oF THINGS TO DO AND I'M NOT DOING ANY! I AM SAD! CRY!!! And my air con!! T.T anyone whose parents know how to fix air con ma? Can help me fix? I beg anyone out there! T.T I'm being tortured in my own house. T.T


Hello. Sorry for not posting for so long. Finally my life has some happening moments. Haha. Yesterday was JingSi's celebration. Frankly, I find everything too last min la. I was suppose to buy the damn cake, and join them after buying the cake at PR. But then, when I reached PR, I found out that my DMD friends are still there waiting for our dear YW to appear. omg. LOL. But then, they arrived shortly after we bought 2 large cakes, (figured 1 is not enough for the so call 50 people turning up) and the DET friends joined us as well. We had fun in the super market shopping ar. DMD rocks man! We finish up our shopping faster then the DETs. Wahahahaha. JK everyone, no hard feelings okie? XD

Eve was rather quiet during the whole outing. And I'm just plain noisy. I tio shoot about my N71 being thick. WTH. They just cannot leave me alone. Hahah. YW started fire, and I just stand around being noisy. Hey, I did try to help okie! Buy removing the plastic from the crap fish. Hahaha. I wanted to rent bike, but I forgot that I didn't withdraw money lor. Sad. Then it's kinda late le. So too bad lor. Took quite a number of photos. Will be uploading later. A lot of people join after 7pm, all JingSi's friends la. All also quite friendly de lor. So we all finda had fun.

ROBIN TURNED UP AT 10 PLUS. Just when all the shit work is over. As punishment, we sort of cook food with Pepsi to allow him to lao sai. But then, he like nothing wrong le. XD We all had fun la. I had wonderful mashmellows. hehe. Thanks Irddy!

Pictures I'll post it another day. Haha.

Had my second driving lesson today with Tony. Haha. I actually managed to go up a kerb sia. I think I scare the nuts out of him. T.T Very sad le. Driving on the road makes me kinda nervous. I guess I need a little more practise lor.

Tha's about it. Take care guys.


I'm just so sleepy today.

Alright, to sum up the whole week. I didn't really have much sleep due to mapling too much.

Alright, maybe i'll talk about wednesday ba. Wed was suppose to run after work, however, Yichun's mum called and asked her go home coz she need to go out lor. Then in the end cannot go runningle. Sad le. I brought all my clothes and stuff out then cannot go running. We ended up shopping instead. I already bought JS's present le, bought Eve's two comics, and PeiYi's present too. 50 bucks gone wor. Sad. Sometime own money have to spend on so many people's birthday sia. Then on my own birthday like no one buy anything for me. Talking about "Karma" sia. Oh well. lol.

It's kinda nice to hang out with my secondary mates. talking about current affairs with them are the best. They really listen and talk lor. Some people just dun wanna talk about serious stuff. I mean, like, talk le they like change topic then not really listening to you lo. Hard to find sincere friends who really listen to wat you got to say.

Fuck the lecturer who wanna retain YiChun to year 1. The reason the lecture give is lame la. Actually, I sort of expected YiChun will kena shoot liao, not coz she's bad. Coz her lecturers like to shoot one. No reason shoot. Then after shooting she will cry. Haha. Thats her la, but cry finish will feel better le. Fucking lecturers la. Frighten people just coz they feel like it. Nv consider people feelings de.

my maple guild website is up. Hiak hiak

http://bluespots.org/AmisToujours/index.html

Listening to Du De Wei's Qing Ren. Super funny le. It's like nice yet so old. Omg, all my songs that I like are so old lor. T:T Time to upgrade le. YiChun!! Send me nice songs if you free ar!! Haha.

Next week is last week of IAP liao. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! Then I'm finally freeee!!!


Hugs. Metta. =)

Eve (Nu er) jia you on ur project. =)

Me, GAMBATTE!!! IAP ALMOST OVER!!!

Omg, I cannot wait for the holidays sia! Precious Thoughts asked me go back work, I am considering. But then, tough taking two jobs le! Somemore it's my holiday! Haha. Bods somemore short of part timers again. Super sian. I hate it when they have to depend on me so much to work lor. One thing is I dunno how to reject when they ask for help de. Ya lor. Sian. Haha.

Well, need to pay my bill soon. Bods pay is in, just need to settle my bill and I have 100 bucks to spare. need to save at least 4 digits in my bank account le. Haha. I over spend last month lor. left with 800 plus. Now got 1000 again back. I must learn more self control. Haha.

Well, nothing to blog much. Except maybe these days my days are getting a bit more normal la. So nothing to blog really. Everyday go work with YaoWei and Melvin, if no programmes go home also with YaoWei and Melvin, then at home maple. Very no life. Wat to do. Cathay troop all busy. I no boyfriend to spend time with. Poly friends a bit off schedule also. Spend money also must spend wisely lor. =)

But like that my life also not bad wor. No worries. Still a bit heartache here and there, but then, my condition now is better then last time le. Singlehood rocks. No need to worry nuts about anything. Just need to deal with the lonliness which I'm pretty used to it. Muahaha.

Gonna buy a wacom soon. Not as lucky as those who can afford an introus. Sigh. Gonna settle for a graphire 4. =) Cheaper, and heard that it's almost the same. haha.


I read KJ's blog. Haha. How funny the distance is now. I kinda like know nothing about wat's going on le. Which is rather sad lor. I know I shouldn't feel insercure. Maybe it's a good thing that I dunno anything. But it's sad coz no one wants to find me to confide in. Maybe coz I'm not really close to them in the first place. I mean, friends after all, is to confide with, to talk about ur problems ma. It's not all about happiness. Haha. But then, maybe all along, the feelings they have for me are just, someone there. A being to make us 6. Maybe I'm not that important after all.

I'm not saying I'm sad until I wanna cry that kind. Frankly, my heart isn't really that sad. I guess it's time to move on with life le. They will still call me out to hang, but I think that's it. I'm just someone for company, not someone to confide in la.

No matter how many times I say, I'm here for you. I'm always willing to listen, I guess to them I'm just not the person they'll think of when they have probs la. =) Kinda accepted that long ago. With Metta, Jess, KJ, Angeline. Or even Sam. =) I'm just someone who eats cookies to them, LOL. Cookie monster ma. XD I still love them la. Haha. Hope everything is alright lor.

Well, I talked to Ken just now. Ken from Cathay. He say he going back work le. Haha. Then he like say miss me lor. Haha. I shy ne. XD I really appreciate those who missed me back at work. Really. Makes me feel like I'm not forgotten by them. I miss concess. I miss being the fast one washing and cleaning everything up. I miss Helmie. I miss Boy so much. Omg. I miss my first day a Usher, I still remember the smell of usher hallway. I remembered saying to myself. "Wow. I'm working at Cathay." I miss Box office, the place where I'm always at counter 1, being fast, cracking jokes with Tsha, Eve, or Metta who's either one is my helper. I remember when Box Office tore down the glass. That day was the day I returned from Thai with Eve. Haha. So fun. It makes me think that's what I wanna do in the future. It's hard to find a job that you enjoy doing. I'm soooo workaholic in the past. Now in the work industry I'm working in, I just wanna get over and done with. At Cathay, I never had that kind of feeling. I only wanted to leave coz I need a break, and in my heart, I know I dun wanna leave forever. I'll be back. Someday.

And I'll learn things all over again. =)

Aiyah, I'm just bullshitting again la. Who knows I cannot go back for some reason also. Hahaha. So maybe I'll just finish my attachment then say la. XD.


Haha. I had fun today. Million thanks to my brother Xavi! XD He kinda like bring me out to play today, actually main motive is to watch fireworks la. Haha. We had dinner at Marina Square, Thai Express. First time there, and the services not bad le. The food wasn't too bad either, and we chatted over dinner lor.

Over dinner I kinda know a bit more about the Fireworks Festival. Apprantly, Tuesday one was Singapore's fireworks. Today de is some country which first time putting fireworks in Singapore. Tomorrow one is France. Haha. It's too bad that I gotta miss the France one. I'm working 5pm to 10pm tml. Saddening.

You should have seen the crowd man! It's huge!! lol.



















This area is outside Marina Square. I wasn't at this area. I was at around Singapore River there. And it's sooooooooo crowded lor. Hardly can breathe. Reminds me when I have to squeeze my way in through a crowd in a club. Except that this is much worse.

When the fireworks started, everyone was shouting la. Expected. Haha. Damn it lor. There's like a tree almost in front of me. And in every photos there's this guy sitting on a sign board captured in them. Sian. But the finale of the fireworks are beautiful!

I have a couple of photos that could be kept la. The rest aren't reall that good. I'll post some of the best here.




















Got a lot more de. Haha. Dunno why cannot put up. Sian.

Oh ya. I hate ice cream!!! Nice!! Oh and I actually saw a GREy coloured ice cream le. Looks interesting. But I decided on cookies and cream. Haha. Kor say I fat liao!! It's noticeable!! DIET!!!! T.T


Life has been monotonous this few days. I've been locking myself up at home, playing maple, trying now to spend so much. I just wen shopping on National Day, shopping at my own store. Got 41% storewide lor, and some of the stock office dun have, so I get them at the store. Spend 100 bucks on 2 skirts and 2 tops. While trying on them, I realised I've been very fat these days. Put on a lot of weight, coz I've been eating a lot.

Stress sia. Haha. Well, if I got bf le I wouldn't care la. But no bf le, when no bf I grow fat, will lead to even harder to find le. XD I wanna be small size like JingSi. Haha. Somemore every Wednesday I running too. Not eating rice coz got a lot of starch. Trying hard to control my ichiness to bite something when I'm mapling.

Well, there are programmes coming up, JingSi's birthday, which she's gonna organise bbq, wait, I think yw is helping her organise le. LOL. And Wild Wild Wet sia, on the 20th. I wanna tan! It's been a while since I go tanning with my Cathay peeps. It's been a long while since we contacted each other too. I think partly coz I'm rather busy, with my poly friends and everything. But then, I think the distance is sometimes good ar. Makes me expect less from them, lead to less quarrels, less hurt and pain. When you become too attached to a group of people, tend to feel hurt when people aren't doing enough effort to make you feel part of the group. But now, I see that they do remember me lor, even though I not at Cathay, and I'm thankful that they still got update me and stuff. Of coz no other then Jess and KJ. Oh ya, Metta hardly call me, coz she's busy. But it's okie la. Haha.

Everyone's back at Cathay le. When will I be?

I miss that place hell lot. It's like, people say working is burning ur youth away, true, but then, at Cathay, it gives me a brand new life. I enjoyed myself at Cathay, it's like more playtime then working. Actually, it's each own's mentality la. Just think positive. Everything will be alright.

Everyone has each and their own piority la. All we have to do is understand each other and expect less. Appreciate each other then they are around, and look at less faults and think of the happy times you guys spend together. That keeps friendship going.

Oh ya, believe in Karma too. Wat you give in, is what you willhave in return. How you treat people, others can see de, and they will treat you bad. That's what I believe la.

I dun think I've let any friends down before. But I also dunno why people will disappoint me and let me down. Quite upset to think about the scars. Both friendship and relationships.

Mind you, I'm not being emo. Hahaha. I just wanna tell those people out there that I still love them no matter wat happen. Take care.


HELLO!!!

Updates? WEEE!

Super high ne!! Why?

COZ I FINALLY TOOK MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON!!!

MUAHAHHAHAH

Eh, I really happy le. It's like finally. I'm learning driving. After saying it ever since I'm 18 years old. Finally I'm driving at 19. Like, finally!

If you guys know me well, getting my liscence is one of my dreams I wanna achieve before age 20. So ya, today's driving is finally one step closer you know. It's like, so happy. Like, I wanna share with the whole wide world like that.

Basically I smsed a lot of people lor. Amanda, YiChun, SuPing I told her online, then Metta, KJ, Jess, Janna, Daniel, Desmond, JingSi, Ekin, my brother. etc la. Hahah. Appreciate those who gave encouragement. Xie xie!


I just hate people, who look down on me, trying to lower my morals to make themselves fell better. Fuck you guys man.

I dun like people, who are sometimes too in love to care about logical sense. But then, it's coz I'm not in love that's why I dun like it. XD But then, it's irritating to see that sometimes you know that the person you love is wrong but still say it's right and hurt ur friends. It's like, ur partner is not a fucking god.

Which reminds me, how blinded I am when I was in love with KaiLun. Totally blind. Cannot see any reason sia.

That's why, I hate to be in love sometimes. Makes you lose your sense of right and wrong.

Friends can never become lovers. Once lovers everything changes completely. your surrounding, your friends. Amanda is one example. XD

You just lost ur sense. You just cannot be bothered wat's right and wat's wrong.

And your "Cannot Be Bothered" attitude can hurt people.

Just a passing thought. Remembered how hurt I was when Amanda just devoted her time on ZhiWen.

I know I AM stupid, but what makes my friends are people who dun say that I AM stupid, but those who are encouraging, qouted by Amanda, "You're stupid but that's something I love about you."

Friends who bring you down, (advice to YiChun) are just freaks who know nothing about life. Life is not all about fun.

Some people just dunno how to THINK before they speak. Which includes me. XD I know I sometimes say things on impulse, but I do say sorry. Most of the times la. XD But then, there's a thing about saying things with a tactic. TACTICS. not anyone can deal with my straightforwardness. It's not about lying to make another feel better. It's about saying things that dun hurt the other. Brains.

Have you ever said sorry to the ones you hurt?

Frankly, I rarely hear any sorrys. LOL.


Didn't have time to blog yesterday due to the fact that I was playing Maple 24hours 2x exp card, and within 12 hours I get to level 3 times. Average 4 hours 1 level. Now level 49. Gonna chiong all the way til maybe 51. Then I'm going Ludi ba. Or maybe I staying at Vic to train myself. See how it goes.

Oh yah. I didn't go work yesterday coz I got stomach cramp. Normally even cramp I will go ar, but then, maybe coz I still a bit aggitated so I didn't wanna go work. So I decided to rest at home lor. When I woke up I suddenly tot I was brave. Haha.

I met up with SuPing, Amanda, and YiChun for dinner. It's like one year we guys reunion one times sia. Haha. YitHann came along too. He lost a lot of weight sia. Really very thin now le. Haha. Well, we talked and crap about everything lor, then suddenly I like say, "I wanna go K" the next min, YitHann say "Okie, let's go now" lol. Kinda remind me of that time in FYPJ when YaoWei didn't come and we steady steady say wanna go KBox. This time, we went Civic Centre de Party World. First time at Party World. No room, so, WE SANG AT THE HALL! Hall is actually a place where everyone get to sing in PUBLIC! No room de ne!! I hesitated la, but in the end just dun care sing lor. XD Wasn't very good ne. Nevertheless, we still kinda had fun la. I didn't get to sing a lot of songs! T.T

Photos!! Finally get to post photos!! lol.











We're just cock. LOL. Sisters!! Weee!











Normal a bit. XD











He really slim down a lor lor!! I bet he lost around 20 KG like that. =.= A bit of Amanda's face can be seen on my left, she's just trying to seek attention la. LOL












YiChun, Me and Manda! At Party World ne! Oh ya, forgot to mention singing at the Hall cost 13 bucks. Cheaper.











The lady in pink is SuPing wor. XD Follow up by YiChun and Me. XD












A bit reluctant to post this reunion photo. Coz I look super fat. =\ DIET!!!! ROAR!! Anyway, we're the future lady boss for our cafe! Woots!

That's about it. CHIONG MAPLE!!!


Woots. After work went down Orchard to take photos of floor tiles. I meet YiChun lor, since she say she free and can accompany me just to go down take photos. XD She's late!! And my phone FLAT after I tried to take a few photographs! T.T Jialat sia, then I worry how am I gonna find YiChun le, coz phone flat liao then there's no way to contact her. I panic, then I approach the MRT passenger service and ask where can I charge my phone. Sigh, they like not willing to help, then I panic again. After considering, I decided to stand and wait at the middle of the MRT station where I'm the most obvious, so Chun can see me. THANK GOD SHE DID!! I was worried like mad lor! I scared I cannot find her then we both like lost at Orchard sia!

I managed to take a few textures. But then, night settled in quite fast, so I didn't really get to take much. Used Chun's camera, bo pian, my phone 2 megapixel flat! cry!

Anyway, meet up for a while also shiok wor. We walked from Orchard to Centrepoint, I draw 20 bucks, then eat currypuff and drink bubble tea, then walk back to Orchard MRT and take train home. On the way we chatted a lot of things lor. Like a lot of things to talk about ne. XD No need to spend much money except one drink and one currypuff. She treat me currypuff, I treat her bubble tea. XD Meeting up with Amanda and gang tml! AMANDA LE!!!! IT'S BEEN A FEW MONTHS SINCE I ACTUALLY HEART TO HEART TALK WITH HER!! I miss my dearest sister. Sob.

After alighting at Woodlands MRT, I rush to CWP Seoul Garden to join my mum and my brother there. I'm super fat le. Gonna run with Chun every Wednesday after work liao. XD Brother pay for me! Wee! Hehe. K la. I gonna level at maple liao. Seeya!


OMG~ GMAIL SUDDENLY CAN BE ACCESS AT ST NE!!


I'm just soooo grooving into the music man. LOL. All the oldies just came coming back. "Bye Bye Bye" "Do You Remember" "God Must Have Spend a Little More Time On You" and so on. Man. What is life without music? It just speaks those words that no one could actually say. Beofore anyone start judging me again, I'm not only talking about EMO songs. I'm taking about songs with meanings. Happy ones, "Absolutely Everybody" just makes me wanna jump up and dance. Besides, except for techno, every song has it's meaning ma. BESIDES TECHNO. Until now, I still dunno how to appreciate techno. The only time when I actually try to like it was when I'm with KaiLun lor. He like techno ma, as a girlfriend must try and appreciate it. LOL.

I guess a lot of people expecting me to say something emo here. You know wat. I just dun have to mood to pour my feelings here. No point if people just come in read and just judge you. After all, people are not me, some people just couldn't bother to understand la. Not everyone is as free as me. I practically try too hard to help people and understand them la. Looking back, sometimes I wonder why I bother. People still treat me like shit wat. LMAO.

I think my friends would be glad to see me growing up. Right Metta? lol. I used to do everything for a friend. Not close I also help til the end. So naive right? Somemore I kena backstab so many times I still help out. Not bad ne. I still so trusting. Like an idiot.

But I must say I know how to protect my feelings now. Good bad? Good coz I wouldn't be so much hurt now. Bad coz I see the ugly side of humans. I still wanna believe the world is beautiful. Part of me still wanna stay naive.

But guess wat, nothing is perfect in the world la. It's either this or that. In the past, it's either friends or my boyfriend. In the end? I lost both. Haha. Life just sucks, but I never fail to try and look at it positively. Tell me, when I ever actually feel depress? I normally will self console de. LOL. After all, it's not the end of the world isn't it?

All I ask for is simple understanding. If u're out there to hurt me, I prefer to be alone.

Of coz, I believe you're not. =) Hurt le I still believe my friends. Stupidity. There's so much in life I need to experience la.

YiChun! I wanna go K! Amanda! I wanna meet you for company and dinner!

Metta, Jess! I also wanna sit and rot wit you guys.

It's been a while since I last watch a freaking decent movie. The last movie I watch was Silent Hill. Which is lame. Waste of money. Lol. How nice if like last time can everyday watch movies free. One movie can watch 2 3 times. I never used to need to pay for my movie tickets. XD Eh wait, sorry. the last time is Superman. LOL. Okie la. XD

Just some thoughts and feelings. LOL.

Kao, feel like sleeping sia. Eh! Those who have been reading my blog. TAG LE!


"It's Gonna Be Me" By N'sync

[Lance:] It's gonna--be--me
[Justin:] Oooh, yeah

[Justin:]
You might've been hurt, babe
That ain't no lie
You've seen them all come and go, oh..
I remember you told me
That it made you believe in
No man, no cry
Maybe that's why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally,
Get to love somebody
Guess what,
It's gonna be me..

[JC:]
You've got no choice, babe
But to move on, and you know
There ain't no time to waste
You're just too blind (too blind), too see
But in the end, ya know it's gonna be me
You can't deny
So just tell me why

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (somebody)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me

[Lance:] It's gonna be me
[Justin:] Oh yeahhhhh...

[Justin:]
There comes a day
When I'll be the one, you'll see..
It's gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna-gonna

[Justin:] It's gonna be me

All that I do
Is not enough for you
Don't wanna lose it
But I'm not like that
When finally (finally)
You get to love
Guess what (guess what)

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you (for you babe)
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally
Get to love somebody (love..)
Guess what (guess what)
It's gonna be me

Every little thing I do (ohh...)
Never seems enough for you
You don't wanna lose it again (don't wanna lose it)
But I'm not like them
Baby, when you finally (baby when you finally)
Get to love somebody
Guess what (guess what)

[Justin:] It's gonna be me..

Pardon me hor. These days will be blogging lyrics. I think this song is from a boyband. nevertheless, the song i nice. Nsync are great. XD


Great. Actually dun plan on blogging today. But my dearest Metta did this random quiz, and she mention my name at "7 people to do this" so I have to do lo. I can choose to ignore. But I good friend can? Hehe.

+Seven.+7

7 random things about myself

*Independant (T.T I wish I'm not sia)
*Sensitive.. kao.. too sensitive make me think too much lo.. nb
*Naive... okie I'm guilty. =.=
*Determine.. Nothing can really stop me from wat I want. Except relationships la. =(
*Easily bullied. X( Mai siao siao hor. I can be fierce just dun want only hor!
*Stupid. T.T
*Cute. (WAHAHAHAHA) Just kidding la. XD

7 things that scare me

~1 Cockroaches. They suck!
~2 Being ignored. Makes me feel liek I did something wrong. T.T
~3 Boyfriends. Sob.
~4 My Past. XD
~5 Falling In Love. I always dunno how to handle de. =~6 Problems
~7 More problems. =.=

7 random songs at the moment

=Liang Jing Ru - Jie Shou
=Li Sheng Jie - Shou Fang Kai
=S.H.E - Yue Gui Nu Shen
=Guang Liang - Di Yi Ci
=Zhou Jie Lun - Feng
= Wang Li Hong - Da Cheng Xiao Ai
= Jolin - Dao Dai (K fine. I KNOW THEY ARE ALL OLDIES! Got a problem? =.=)

7 things i like most

^Family~ (MuM, LaSsIe, GaRy, cHuAn. MiaN qIang dAd alSo La)
^FriendS.. Aiya, genernally, my Sisters, My Cathay Troop, My Poly friends plus o-four, bla bla
^My BRAND NEW N71!! Proud of it ne!
^mY lAPPy.
^Fairytales and Happy Endings. XD
^MoNeY! (Unfortunately. T.T)
^ KTVs and MoViEs (okie I cheated. it's actually two things. >.<)

7 people to do this

>tOh jInGsI
>cHeW yAoWei
>RoBiN oNg
>jAnNa sEe
>eVe Xu XiN yI
>IrDdY! (dUnNo yOur SuRnAmE! T.T) EH. YoU dUn hAvE bLoG hoR?T.T
>YOU!! just do la~


I hang out with JingSi yesterday. Another fruitful trip to town to get my pouch and screen protector. Had a very full dinner at Long John as well. Upon returning home, my mum stuff me with food too coz she dun believe I had eaten outside. =.= Super full yesterday.

I'm almost done with my phone already. Left the fact that I need to collect my memory card from Kit lor. Haha. Then can load many stuff inside le. The KTV comfirm cannot put in liao. I have to wait for the new version to come out lor. Sian. Nvm la. Can put a lot of songs in the meantime.

Well, IAP ending soon. I'm looking forward to it. I basically slack the whole day today. Even managed to watch 7 episodes of Sailor Moon season 1. LOL. I'm just too bored. I dun like that place. Going there is a torture. Especially wearing formal clothes everday. I dun feel comfortable in the first place lor. =.=

I not sure wat to blog these days. When I'm feeling happy, I often blog less. lol.

I'm not really worried about anything. But I do miss a lot of stuff. It's August already. How time flies. National Day kinda reminds me that I've spend 2 ND at Cathay. Watching fireworks from Usher point. Hehe.

Oh ya. Wanna make some comment. lol. If you dun understand what other people are feeling, you have no right to judge it coz you are not them. I dun think it's fair.

Yup. That's about it. =)

Name's Wendy (aka wencas)
Birthday falls on the 3rd April
I'm an Aries. Exact. Same. Personality.
Attached happily to Calvin Shing Jia Yong.
Well, that's all you need to know, right?



craves :
Ipod Nano ?
A red Nintendo DS Lite sweeetttt ;)
A Flat Screen TV
TV Cable
Constant Traveling with my one and only ^^
More shoes!
Drama Shows
Comics
ODM Watch got a puma one =D
A perfect wallet braun buffel wakakaka
Brazailian wax ouch
W890i Sony Ericsson
More clothes ^^










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