Wednesday, July 19, 2006 ♥
Alright. It's late. But I still decided to blog anyway. =D
I'm a proud Cleric at a level 40! My brother will be proud of me. Haha. Well, I get to level with Daniel too. Omg! I realised I miss him hell lot! Never mind. I'll be meeting him along with Janna and PeiFen for PartyWorld. First time going there le. Hmmm. Wonder if got the songs I wanna sing ma. Quite sad not going with JingSi la, coz most of my duets I sing with her de. Janna always sings new songs. Then I left out. T.T Then PeiFen. Erm. I hardly sing with her. T.T Nvm. I long time never k le. Go enjoy myself even though my voice cannot make it coz got serious cough! Hmmm, anyway, Maple is fun. =D
Oh ya, today is another trip down to town. I was along with Melvin and PeiYu. Today quite sian lor, probably coz too many people and have to wait too much. I dun mind waiting, but then, give me something to do ar. T.T
Hmmm, other then that, my day has been great. I not sure why I so high. Hehe. I probably find a light through my darkness. Though there's still some darkness behind, I guess I just need to overcome it lor. But then, need time la. Hehe. I'm just concenrating on other things.
I get to see Metta today! And Phyllis! Haha. Today drop by cine and eat. Actually, when eating, my heart secretly wish that I could go up and visit people, but I ps, coz later the 4 guys have to wait for me. But then, in the end, I just suggested, and they agreed lor, and I practically screamed when I see Phyllis. Haha. Miss her. And when she told me Metta working box, I also dunno why I so excited. I run all the way up to find her. I miss Cathay. Really miss the freaking place. My heart tells me to go back. My brain tells me to finish my education first. If I go back Cathay. I might not have time for my poly friends le. Sigh. Not like I have a choice. Going back means I have to face people. People that I've been running away from.
I've been running away from a lot of people. I've been running away a lot in my life. LOL. Maybe I should just need to sit down and think about wat I'm gonna do next. Ya. I just need to do that. Rearrange the piorities in my life. Ya. Time to wake up and be truely happy. =D
A lot of things upcoming this week and next! Weee! I hope nothing goes wrong with my schedule. Hmmm. But first and foremost, need to take control of my emotions somehow.
Alright. Sleep time. Hehe.
calwen @ 12:25 AM