Monday, June 12, 2006 ♥
Okie. I'm sorry and sinful for not blogging for so long. For some freaking reason my internet became more jialat. And now I couldn't even connect to anything. Sigh. My brother called the service line yesterday and they're coming down to repair tml. So ya, I survived without internet for 4 days including tml. Amazing.
But come to think of it. Maybe it's a blessing.
I'm sorry about the negative post that day. I'm feeling really down. It's been the 3rd time I cried from fypj til now. But then, I just wanna assure you people that the reason I'm upset is not coz of friendship and stuff. It's just about this sucky relationship I had now. I dun feel like elabroating further. I think most of them know wat happen. I did tell the story. But then, I dun feel like updating it here coz it's no point. Ya. Thanks to Robin who wanted to listen but I refused to tell. Thanks to JS who also cared somehow or another. Thanks to Irddy too. Who wanted to cheer me up. But no. I just gotta be stronger. And I'm doing it. I'm sorry. I know it's hurting. I just cannot take it anymore. But who knows. I may be soft hearted again. I may not even give up. I dunno. But I just wan my friends to be rest assured that it's nothing about them. Thanks to Melvin and Ekin. Thanks to Metta, Angeline and Jess for accompanying me to watch movie that day.
Yup. I just gotta be stronger. Besides. I met even harder stuff then all these shit. But then, I dunno why I'm cryng so much. I just want back my happy life somehow. Maybe when the holidays are here. When I can breakaway.
Okie. since I've decided I gotta be stronger. I got to. Right?
Okie! On to happy stuff! I met up with Metta, Jess and Angeline! I even get to see JunWei sia. It's been like a year and more since I last saw him. lol. We sort of say meet for dinner. Thank god I have programmes on a Friday night. If on a Friday night I just go home straight is like super super sad. Haha. Anyway, I told them I was sad and I wanted to watch movie. And they very very steady de lor. Once I said I wanna watch Cars they immediately say "Okie, let's go buy tickets." I was like, "lol" lo. Haha. After all. They are my good friends whom I've been through a lot during Cathay and outside. But thanks. Watching the movie really cheers me up somehow.
Cars is really really nice. The moral is like so true. It's about Lightening McQueen, who's a rookie, and super haolian in the beginning. He claim that he's always a one man show, and depends on no one to help him win the race. However, in the Piston Cup race, emerges 3 winners, and they have to travel to California to compete. Alone the way, Lightening got lost, and was stranded in this once beautiful town and was unknown ever since the so call expressway opened. He met people there who dun even know who he is. And somehow, got to know this legend racer, Doc, who taught him many things. Met Sally as well, and it was love at first sight for him. The town taught him many things, friendships, everything, and that there's more to urself in the world. There's friends. So much more. I like the small blue car and the italian yellow car. It's super funny. The trackers incident was also funny. The small car doing the pitstop? Super funny as well. And the italian car when it sees a Ferrari. Haha. Well, I dropped tears at the part where Lightening could have won. But he stopped himself and let his competitor win. He drove back, and kinda push The King to help him finish his last race before he retire. It's actually quite sad that if it's ur last race and you cannot finish it. Right? THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THEN WINNING. A lesson learn.
Who says animations sucks? LOL. Most animations are funny and has a story to it. Cars rocks!
Attempted to sell my handphone during the weekends. Couldn't coz my friend tot my phone was N70. Wat the hell. LOL. Her boyfriend wanted N70 ma, instead mine is 6680. Oh well. She lost my memory card in the process. She returning me one when I go back work. Work was alright. Except that Kit faced some challenges and considering to change job to levis. Hmmm. I dunno. Quite sian that she's doing that. Coz I think she's my closest friend there. I updated her most of my stuff lor. Coz everytime dunno why shift same as her de. So got more things to talk about lor.
Stupid Robin yesterday give me high hopes sia. Say wat, going town meet Tedo. I tot maybe got people accompany me eat dinner yesterday sia. Or maybe come down visit me. In the end tell me lazy to come down lor. LOL.
Friends are these. They are there when you need them. I am there when you needed someone. Friends are there to jio you when they are having fun. I always jio you when we are having fun. Friends think of you, take the initative to talk. Not always I'm the one giving in. All I can say someone kinda disappointed me recently.
Is life all about urself? Sounds like Lightening McQueen in Cars. LOL. As long as you got wat you want, everything else is not important? That's stupid. Just disappointed la.
Hmmmm. I wonder when will I be free to meet Cathay friends again. Time is so precious. I dun wanna waste my time on people who aren't worth my time. Sigh. Meeting Cathay friends is like so hard. Everyone working, different lifes, who knows when we can meet up again. I hope soon. Probably KTV with Jess or something? Hahaha. I dunno. Dinner? Supper? Club? Oh well.
Time for work.
calwen @ 9:15 AM