Saturday, June 10, 2006 ♥
God. Wat did I do?
I did a lot of sins meh. Why are you so farking unfair to me.
I really dun see the need for me to suffer all this farking crap.
I really tried the best I can le. But things really isn't working well for me.
I'm farking tired.
Really tired.
I'm really tired faking the happy aura around me so that people aren't affected by me.
I wanna be selfish too. I wanna cry and mood swing and I dun wanna care so much. I just wish I dun care so much.
I wanna go to the beach. Alone. Just sit there and enjoy the sunset. Think. Watch stars. Think. Just spend some quality time with myself.
I just need a break.
calwen @ 1:31 AM