So fast a day just past by like that. Oh well, time flies when you're having fun la. LOL. I get to wake up an hour late today, actually can sleep longer, but Andrew wanted to meet eariler for dunno wat reason. So ya, reached 9.30 at Orchard MRT, and started taking photos lor. Hmmm, everything was alright. Andrew was nice, he has very good potential husband to be le. He's talented, clever, and he's funny. LOL. His girlfriend sure is lucky to have him. He's just, like my idol. Amazing. Really amazing. Not like I like him or anything la, it's just that I admire his talents and thinking.

When it's about lunch time, I realised I dun have money with me. Yet, I dun wanna voice out, if I say I dun wanna eat Andrew sure scold me de. Coz been eating cup noodles ever since I'm in IAP ma. Actually FYPJ I already start le. Sigh. So I decided to withdraw my forbbidden money, and guess wat? MY PAY IS IN!! Weee! It's my freaking first time that I'm able to save this much!! And I'm soo freaking proud of myself!! My hard earn money le!! All my lunch and dinner money you know!! The power of cup noodles!! lol. So I withdraw month and I'm able to eat lunch today peacefully!

After the phototaking trip, Andrew left. Me and Melvin sort of travelled to SMU to look for JingSi lor. Hmmm, I pass her an handphone strap that I bought for her yesterday. LOL. Then she told me something that I immediately sian lor.

"I got 2 of these back at home."

OMG!!! Saddening!! A friendship token ruined just like that!! But she got say thanks la. lol. Oh well.

Went CWP to have dinner. Walk around, and stuff. I spend money on 4 comics, and I'm quite happy that I'm finally able to spend a bit of money for myself. It's like, I haven't buy any freaking thing for myself for a few months already and it's really a torture. I topped up my ezlink card as well. no more usage of coins for bus in the morning! Weee! Pay my handphone bills. The outstanding one. Still have around 1100 plus.

And then, here comes the heartbreaking news. Tedo called. And bombed me with the news that my ps2 repair is worth 178. It's a fucking ONE HUNDRED AND SEVENTY EIGHT BUCKS. And I didn't even have the time to think whether I want it to be repaired or not. They just gave me 5 mins to think. it's 178 le. Not just 5 bucks you know. My heart really pain lor. I dun repair I dun feel happy, it's like something left undone. Yet, the money, I dun think I'm able to produce it in like, a few months time? Due to the fact that my car and my handphone are on the top of my list now. Irddy said he lend me the money. I am of coz, alarmed. Never in my life I've borrowed 178 bucks before. My best friends all know if I can I will never borrow money coz I dun like borrowing money. And I really feel extremely bad lor. I feel so bad that I actually cried a bit on the phone. My heart really pain paying the 178 bucks. It really hurts fucking hard lor.

it's like, all my cup noodles effort go down the drain le.

Wat I can say is, thanks Irddy!! lol. I'll return you the money ASAP. I know you dun mind, it's just that I dun feel good la. I will return you the money!!! I PROMISE!!!


Weee~ My captial debit card is in. Wahahaha. Another card to add to my collection le. LOL. Actually so much cards also no use le, coz I dun really spend money. But thenm this one has rebate!! If you spend money at certain shops, they give u back a percentage of the amount you spend back to you!! Another debit card that that give you more options!! Weee!


Okayyyy, clubbing is postponed to next week, coz next week Metta is able to club. Club this week means no clubbing next week. So might as well go clubbing together with everyone right? Hehe. Met up with Daniel and Metta today. It's been a while since I last saw Daniel wor. More and more handsome sey~ Got photos, but then Metta cannot send me today sey~ She sending tomorrow. Weee

WHEN CAN I ACTUALLY BUY MY N71!!! WTH!!

Sob. Craving for handphone. Hmmmm. Tomorrow will be heading down to town to take photos. Along with Andrew, our supervisor. This is soooo fun. -.-"


lol.

Had a talk with Melvin yesterday. Yup. Been running. And running. Non-stop. But when can I run until? It's pretty obvious everything is different now. But I keep avoiding, keep thinking everything is alright. Hoping one day everything will pass. My naive thoughts again. No matter how much friends say me, I'm still back at square 1. Why. Why i cannot handle this kind of problem de. fark la. Everything else can handle except this. My previous life I must have let my partner down or something. Yesterday I finally got myself not to run and think. And think. And think. I think a lot. Reality just sucks. Can I just continue running? Running makes me happy. I just want it to pass. Why every single one of my r/s so drama de. I really never meant it to be drama. I just want to jian jian dan dan de guo re zi. I know very hard, need to grow up, but I just can't!! Under stress my brain cannot function le!! Can say I know I must grow stronger in my mentality, but I just dun want.

I wanna eat le. Cup noodles again. T.T

Hmmm, long time nv put pictures le leh. Thinking wanna put my modelling pictures that I've done for the week.

Reading Eragon now. Hmmm, kinda tough to read storybooks now le. Think the last time I read a book was Harry Potter le. The lastest one. Hmmm.

Lunch. Be back with more crap later


Weee! I'm gonna blog fast coz I wanna practise SDO. LOL. Plus, got new characters created. Must explore must explore! LOL. I dunno why talk about SDO I'll be super high.

Actually today as usual quite tired la. I actually managed to dose off 2 times in school. Get to slack today, must make use of the slacking time.

I think tml not gonna go photo taking le. Due to the fact that we felt maybe Andrew must be there to guide us on which photos to take. Then we wouldn't be really wasting time. But then, if we go office tomorrow, wouldn't we be wasting time coz we can't really start?

I made zero progress today. Touch on nothing. LOL.

Oh ya, we had a blackout in the office just now. Kinda interesting. I was about to help someone d/l mangas when it happened. And I heard people shouting, "OH SHIT" at the background. Probably they didn't save their work. Luckily I'm working on nothing. Weee! Good luck to whoever it is. Wahaha.

Things changes or issit just me? Hmmm.

I'm still lacking of money. lol.

Alright. Gotta go. Seeya! Maybe will crap more later


Omg, I'm like so sleepy. Get to slack today. Got chance slack I think I will be slacking le. When there's work there's really work. Cannot take it. So ya, blogging at work. Got quite a number of stuff to do actually. Gotta help Shaiful get his blog layout done. Speaking about blog dunno why recently there's a lot of blog skin changes. Seems like it's the season to change blog skins somehow. Weee!

Very sleepy!! JS yesterday jio me play SDO is like 12 plus le. Then play until 2am lor. Sigh. Wanna play next time play earlier ar. So late play also cannot play until shiok one lor. Weee!

I dreamt of Bright yesterday. Amanda and Cherie. Mixed emotions. Bright shrank in size btw. And he was still wearing Riverside PE shirt. Seems so long already, wonder why I still dream of him? Maybe I haven't talked to him face to face after we broke off. Something left undone that need to be done somehow. Oh ya, and in the dream I remember anger. LOL. Amanda had the time to meet Cherie but not me? I wonder why.

YaoWei brought Eragon for me!! LOL. Quite surprised that he remembered actually.

Hmmm, thinking how should I dose off and sleep. Arm position? Table position? Or 2 hands position?

K la. Life is sad without enough sleep.



Weee! Actually, I didn't expect that I'm able to play lovers mode tonight. But then, tada! Irddy have Guy character! And we managed to play lovers! Cool huh? JS is my so call dancing partner. But that flirt went off and dance with Eve while I have to change partners and dance with Irddy. Didn't manage to capture the screenshot of me and irddy that part. But then, the pictures are sweeeeet. lol

Managed to get the kiss!! Wahahaha. So proud of myself le. lol. Saddening, Jingsi go dance with other people. Hai.

Anybody who's reading this can always d/l SDO anytime!! Weee!!


李圣杰--手放开

我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害


There goes my Superman outing. Sian. Haha. But then, I managed to find time with my friends on Wedesday before going club.

Went sch today for another stock up. My god, the weather is hot like hell. I didn't manage to catch Irddy or Tedo in school. Tedo was in school, but he was at a corner talking on the phone, and we didn't catch him lor. Tedo said he has a new hairstyle. Hmmm, even asked us to go back and see. Come on la Tedo, dun waste my time.

Wee~ No news from my PS2 yet. Hope my baby is doing fine.

Naruto bk 33 is out already. Once again, I dun have the money to buy. Hai. Wanna start on new comics also le, but never seem to have the money. But most important is to sell my handphone and get my new N71. Not only that, want to save for my car too. I know I've been mentioning these everyday. it's just to remind me that I have to save more!!

But I think I'll die if I eat cup noodles everyday. Ya.

Wanna post lyrics, but then, think I'll do it later.

These days like nothing much to post about le. Even if got things like reach home no mood to talk about it already. Very jialat. Work is as stressful as ever. Feel like so noob lor. Hai. Feeling noob makes me even stressed. Think Wednesday going down Orchard take photographs of the street again.

Sigh, need to help friend do blog. Need to clear space from my domain as well. Busy!


There goes my Superman outing. Sian. Haha. But then, I managed to find time with my friends on Wedesday before going club.

Went sch today for another stock up. My god, the weather is hot like hell. I didn't manage to catch Irddy or Tedo in school. Tedo was in school, but he was at a corner talking on the phone, and we didn't catch him lor. Tedo said he has a new hairstyle. Hmmm, even asked us to go back and see. Come on la Tedo, dun waste my time.

Wee~ No news from my PS2 yet. Hope my baby is doing fine.

Naruto bk 33 is out already. Once again, I dun have the money to buy. Hai. Wanna start on new comics also le, but never seem to have the money. But most important is to sell my handphone and get my new N71. Not only that, want to save for my car too. I know I've been mentioning these everyday. it's just to remind me that I have to save more!!

But I think I'll die if I eat cup noodles everyday. Ya.

Wanna post lyrics, but then, think I'll do it later.

These days like nothing much to post about le. Even if got things like reach home no mood to talk about it already. Very jialat. Work is as stressful as ever. Feel like so noob lor. Hai. Feeling noob makes me even stressed. Think Wednesday going down Orchard take photographs of the street again.

Sigh, need to help friend do blog. Need to clear space from my domain as well. Busy!


Weee~ Just finish a few rushed games of SDO. Not bad le. People actually started to jio me play le. Just wish EVERYONE will be playing then we can have fun there. lol.

I dun have a picture to describe it, but try to describe it in words la. You know kids always have this big play ground that's made of balloon and you can jump inside and have fun? Well, my work place had this thing, and when I report to work these two days, I se the kids inside jump and play like very happy le. I never had the chance to play in this kind of place. Plus, I'm very shy when I'm a kid. Dun really interact much. Haha.

Well, today a lot of freaking things happen la. I woke up early to go shopping with Kit before work, and she drag me all the way to Suntec and step into Novo. For those who dun shop much, Novo is actually a very famous shoe brand, and ya, I love the shoes they have there long ago. I didn't buy any coz it's freaking expensive, but the trip down there today kinda arouse my shopping urge. The flats I found there, is irresistable. I cannot help wanna buy those I had laid my eyes on. But the prices sort of make me think twice, though they have 40% off most items. It's really hard to resist, somemore it's not like I dun have the money, I just cannot spend them!! It's torturing!! SOB!! I even saw a puma bag that's 29 bucks and there's 40% which cost about 18 bucks!! But I dun wanna spend the remaining money in my bank coz I spend a lot already!! I walked out of the store without buying anything. And it's really DUI~~ Why dun I have a boyfriend who's willing to spend money on me!!! WHY!!!

Another thing was I actually can get a free rebonding treatment one le!! I wanted to rebond my hair for a long time but ya, my car lessons comes first. This is free, plus, they pay you 50 bucks the LEAST to get ur hair rebonded. WTF. It's a test experiment, but heck, it's FREE! BUT I CANNOT MAKE IT!! Coz it happens on Wednesday!! MORNING!! I HAVE WORK!! And I cannot bring myself to take leave or MC lor. Sigh. Very saddening le.

Last thing was, my phone price dropped. Heartbreaking. There goes my N71.

Why all my problems like somehow got to do with money ar? lol.

Somehow, managed to forget a bit about my the other problem? Haha. Not rally forget. Actually it's still hanging around somewhere in my mind. Few stabs here and there. I can do it. Sigh.

Well. I guess that's about it on my mind. Tml still have work lor. Super sian.











Please click on the link to view wat ROBIN, as in, RAW BEAN, will say once in a blue moon.

Yup. He really said that today.

Somehow, it managed to brighten my day. lol. Feels nice to be appreciated once in a while.

Oh ya, did I mention I'm going clubbing next week? Yea! Looking forward!


Okie. This is gonna be a rushed post. I just came home and got online, and suddenly I have so many things to settle. Sigh. Like no time to rest and play game le. Come home, like so many people started to chat with me. Two Robins, Alison, Darius, JS, PeiYi, Alex, bla bla bla. All ask me to do things sia. Robin ONG asked me to help him with his blog, Darius wanted to ask me about my IAP things, Alison want me to send her some photos, JS wanna ask me play SDO, Alex want me to help him write testi. I dun mind helping people, but it's like, VERY BUSY!! I helped Robin in a rush, half heartedly talked to Darius and Alison, and kinda tell Alex off about the testi, and so on. Argh!

Work was alright. ChooiLeng off today, and somehow time kinda flies past le. With Kit and ShiKin. Shit la, everytime work with ShiKin I got this laugh illness. I and her will just laugh non stop without reason le. Today was the crazy frog song. There's this part where the frog go .... "bla bla be ba bla bla bla babi!!!" And I told her the frog scold "Babi" and I sang the part to her. She laugh and laugh and laugh coz she claim where got and that the way I sing the song like very hilarious. *Stun.* I told her I really heard babi and repeated the song. And she laugh and laugh at the part. I see her laugh until cry sia. Then unknowingly I started laughing too. It's like two goons at Bods laughing non stop man. But it's nice to laugh of coz. I enjoy work today. *smile*

I stubbornly refused to use my 6680 right now. I demand to have a new phone! It's funny without camera phone, can't really post photos and my blog is like all words which is freaking boring. N71 anyone? Hehe.

Oh well. Did I mention the way my brother cook magie mee is the best? LOL. He never fail to fatten me up with all his magie mee cooking experiment every night. -.-" I'm growing fatter!! Help!! Not to mention I've been eating a lot of cup noodles at work. Oh well. Botak formula

I wanted to buy new PS2 games too. Quite a couple I wanted to lay my hands on, but didn't really have the money. It's tough trying to control the freaking urge to spend all the money I have now in the bank. It's like, I have the MONEY!! But I can't use it!! OMG.


Tired.

But glad. I met up with the Cathay troop for dinner. I guess we're all busy with stuff. A simple dinner is like the most we can ask for. Metta has her projects. Jess working at 8pm. So ya. We just catch up with each other during dinner. When they see me they like, oh my god. Why you like 2 days never sleep like that. Haha. I not never sleep la. Just 3 weeks never sleep properly nia. LOL. I must try and control myself not to play so much games. I mean, I almost got knocked down my a bus today due to the fact that I'm almost sleep walking. Somemore no fear le. Sigh.

As usual. Have stuff to say but I can't. My tolerance level is really high lor. For a girl. I may like to complain but come on who doesn't. So if I really angry, it's due to the fact that I'm just disappointed. But oh well. Things pass. Must take things lightly. Just let it pass and I'm fine.

I've been through quite a lot of mentality stress. A lot. Those who know me long will know. This is nothing. It'll pass. I'm just tired to give a damn. Hopefully tonight I can sleep early.


nice to be on the bed blogging. it's been a rough day today. Well. At least for me la. lol. I mean, just feel sort of mentally stressed out at work. I cannot take it when they keep asking me to change this and that and it's like constantly on my tail. Cannot take it de. Feel very stress lo. Hai. Then I feel so stupid like that. Some basic stuff I also dunno lor. Then really feel helpless. I wanna ask for help but I see Melvin busy, then YaoWei like also tired, then I just try and settle myself lor. Cannot everytime depend on them de ma.

Something amazing happened this morning. I actually met my best friend in primary sch. Yes! Adeline! We chatted a few months back when I was in FYPJ, she told me she's on attachment, and I think I remember she said ST. But it didn't occur to me that I might find her in ST here. I mean, it's primary school thing! I see her and I recognise her immediately. She moved out of Northland when she's pri 3, and I lost touch with her until secondary school, she was in Ang Mo Kio sec playing Netball. Saw her in one of the competitions. And I found her another time through a friend, who was working with me in Metro. Time flies, but she didn't change much. She regconise me immediately, which also surprised me, coz I think I changed a lot ma. We chatted while I waited for Melvin and YW to exchange their IDs. Seems like we still can click off quite well. lol. We've grown man.

Hmmm, another amazing thing happened to me. Saha called me, asked me whether I'm interested in helping him design this poster for Weekend specials. Hmmm, he asked me to call him when I knock off. Then somehow or another, he said he'll call me when he reach hom, coz I think he busy la. Then when I was taking the MRT, I met him sia! It's like, this world is just so small man. LOL. We chatted and catch up with times. Anyway, ya, I'll be taking up the offer I guess. Though it's low for one poster, I know the people there for quite long le, and I'm doing part time. So ya.

Hmmm, Jess called me when I was at work. Chatted with her, wanted to tell her how stress I am at that point of time but everyone's around me so I controlled myself. MAYBE meeting for dinner. Wonder if Metta they all will come. She say she miss me leh!! I so happy, people got miss me. Ha!

Alright. Game!


Lol. I had a wonderful day.

Well, at work I also quite happy. Though today never interact much with YW and Mel they all, but I managed to finish one walkie talkie! I very proud of it lor. It's like, first time I do bumping, and the texture I do myself. Though it's not much, but I really happy of it. Some how, I never felt this happy with my own 3d Modelling. Last time that character model I did is like shit okie. I dun even wanna put it up for my portfolio.

I spend the entire day doing that damn model lor. Wahaha. Tomorrow doing time bomb. Quite excited to do le. Haha. Never like 3d before le. But the hard work pays off la.

Alright, after sch I head down with Irddy, Tedo, Ben, and YaoWei to play arcade. Actually dun really wanna spend money, so I dunno I head down for wat. Probably just wanna join in the fun la. Haha. Played bball with the usual JingSi. There very hard lor, the next so long make it longer for the balls to come down, and the balls they had there are only 4 of them. Wat the hell? Hahaha. But then, it's been a while la, had fun too. And Irddy kinda like forced me to play shooting games, which I dunno what the hell is going on. Wahaha. But it's fun once in a while to make a fool out of myself.

Time for Super Dancer Online!! Everyone!! Play!!! http://www.sdo.com.my/index.html


fuck man. sometimes there are things that i got to say but i can't say. fuck.


Alright. I attempted to do my project at home but then I couldn't la. I mean, where to find photos of real bomb? The bomb the google gave me are all those round round with a sting on top one. Which I dun think my work area allows me to model that kind of bomb lor. And well, streetlamp? That one I lazy to do le. Then another one. Walkie Talkie. Wth. Forget it, think I tomorrow do can le.

Today I kena saikang again. Did poster and brochure, and suppose to produce by the end of that day. Like last min got changes also at 5.30pm when I going home mood ask me change lor. Sian

I wanna buy new phone!!! Why no one wanna buy me phone!! Sob.

K la. Actually work quite stress lor. Hope faster pass sia. My brother just passed me a lot of coins for me to use to take bus. So good hor? LOL. At work d/led a lot of animes as well. It's been quite a while since I collected my animes again. But liscensed animes cannot d/l, cannot use bitorrent also, so sian lor. Hmmm.

Actually today very boring la. YW went DB for lan. Me and Melvin went home. Is like so sian lor. No life!! But I need more rest la. So home is good thing also. lol.

K, this is just a boring entry. Sorry for wasting ur time. wahahaha.


Alright. Back to blog.

Wahahah.

Super high.

Wat can I talk about my weekends? HMMMM. It's freaking boring. I'm like working all the way, and I'm super tired lor. Sigh. It's like that for 2 weeks liao. Dunno how to survive like that til 3 months sia. Can die like that leh!!

Hmmm, I went to find Irddy on Sat. I remembered he's working in town, so I got a bit of time to spare and went down to visit him. Chatted for a while. Was freaking tired can. So went back lor. Need to preapre for BBQ later that night ma. Actually was really tired that I dun feel like going, but know Janna will be disappointed, so I drag my butt up and go. Met a lot of old staff, like REALLY OLD staff. lol. Those I never see before also. I had my brother there so it's okie. He also old staff ma, so got company. PeiFen also there wor. Chat about her breakup with Jeremy. Dean and YiYong also there. Somehow find that Dean changed a bit le. Seems like he more noisy now lor. Not like the shy Dean I once know? He, YiYong and my brother keep crapping lame jokes. Me just sit there no mood to do anything coz I'm really really tired. Dean was about to go when I asked him to give me and my bro a lift. I know Janna wasn't really happy but I am really tired. Anyway, I do have fun. At night play SDO with PeiYi.

Right. Er. That's my Sat for u. So freaking boring right? Hai. Sunday was even worse. The time pass so slowly at work that I could almost die. ChooiLeng was crying again. Sigh. I dunno what to say about that one. She cry until so cham, my heart see le also like pain lor. Hai.

So ya. here I am in sch. I wanna sleep. ZzzzzZZZZZZzZzZ


Hey ther!

Lazy to update actually, but just wanna tell everyone that I enjoy myself with the DMDs and the DETs! It's like, though I dunno some of the DETs everyone seems to be getting along fine. Maybe it's because everyone kind have their partner along. So everyone like dun really care.

I'm not depressed, but then, can't really help it when I see everyone has their own stories to tell. But I can't tell mine? A bit, lonely I guess. But I guess I know the fact, I dun need a guy to survive. I'm probably just lonely. LOL. ROBIN!! I'M NOT DEPRESSED!!

Alright, thanks to robin I have the hadgay keychain. Rather sad coz it's ex, cost 15 bucks, but hey, I like it! LOL. Managed to see the gang, all except Tedo, he went back indo today. Well. Everything was fine. Managed to see Fads and LiJiao. And JingSi as well. =D I was rather afraid it wouldn't turn out well somehow. But then, everything was alright!

I met Cathay friends. Today friday sure a lot of staff I know will be working. Saw JY, Hadi, George, Vincent, the rest. When the lift open, the peeps inside the lift are all my friends sia. So happy see them. I even get to see Eve. I tried smiling at her she like bo hiew me. I tried. Oh well. Saw Evelyn also. Talked. Got say more stuff. LOL. She give me design job offer. I was like thinking about it. Not bad doing design for Cathay huh?

Hmmm. Though got a few stabs today. But its still fun.

As for attachment, one word. STRESS. So every Friday must destress! Next friday going out with Tedo and DET Melvin. To fix PS2. Anyone wanna join? Perhaps got programmes after that. =D

Cheers everyone.


LOL. Days of not blogging and I'm finally back. Robin has been complaining that my font is small. Basically I think that if it's a big bigger my entry seems even more long, and everyone will be too sian to read it la.

No photos to upload this freaking days. Partly coz I'm not using a camera phone now, which is sad. I'm selling my 6680 too. I mean, in the 3 months I hope I can save and earn for a new handphone ar. Or maybe anyone wanna sponsor me one? Hehe. SHAWN!!! ARE YOU GONNA BUY ME N71 OR NOT!! Opps. Hahaha.

Oh well, did a few business online these days. Should be getting 70 bucks in a day or two. And 20 bucks on Saturday. Which means my account could finally hit 3 digits. I'm quite amazed la. Coz never save until hit 3 digits ma. But I really suffered while I was saving lor. I think I eat cup noodles until I drop a lot of hair le. Sigh. But I guess that's the way it is. Suffer to save.

Hmmm, my pay just got in btw, and I went to enjoy sushi with my Cathay peeps. It's like super fun today la, I ate until my shirt feels tight sia. I'm like growing fatter each day. After that we stayed and watch Garfield. It's like only 1hour and 15mins. Paid 7.50 for the ticket. Siao la. I just get pay spend a lot liao. Cannot cannot. Must SAVE.

Anyway, Garfield is nice. It's funny. But then, dun put high expectations lor. LOL. Yup yup.

I should be about to finish my work tml lor. Wearing T-Shirt tomorrow to work. DUN CARE. Watching movie tomorrow as well. Slient Hill. Heard it's gross. OMG. I dunno how to survive tml lor.

Sigh. Lack of sleep for like 4 nights already. Sian. Wanna play game also no time. Hai.

I MISS SCHOOl!!

Oh ya, I miss Cathay too. Talked about Cathay during sushi. Very fun lor. Talking about those times back then. Really really funny.


I finished my stuff. Hurray!! LOL. So happy sia.

Quite stress thinking about money neh. Hai. Just wanna faster settle the lessons for car. THen I'm sort of 3/4 free from stress. Think I now also no life lor. Everyday so early come attachment so late go, by the time I reach hom is like so late liao then need to settle down at home is already like 8pm plus. No life. Only can depend on Friday liao. Wahaha. But then, if Cathay peeps asked me out on weekdays I'm super alright after 6pm la. We can always have dinner or movies. Wahaha.

There's so many people to miss sia. These days dunno why starting to miss Cathay again. Probably coz I'm facing some problems outside la. I never used to face problems in sch when I'm in Cathay. Coz I'm not committed in school. Never commit means no responsiblities. My probs are more to Cathay. Hahaha.

But then, Cathay more stress ar. Think last time I too naive le. Everything also my fault. Everything I also wanna help. Cause myself more white hair only. Think I'm happier outside here ba. But then, I miss having the crowd, the kan cheongness, the fun and laughter that is in the concess. I miss having Metta, KJ, Jess, Sam, Angeline around me when I break down and cry about my problems in Cathay. I guess coz they're all girls. The people I hang out with are guys. Can only cry alone ba? The rest are so busy with their stuff. But this kind of thing, I guess I can manage alone. =)

Not only Cathay peeps, I miss people like Amanda, Andi and Arman. Just miss secondary school man. Yesterday while I was going home I walked past Riverside. Took the same route I took everyday in the past while going home. A lot of things changed. I've yet to go into Riverside itself and have a look around. See when I'm free lor. =) Wonder if the food stalls people are still the same? Hahaha.

My internet is okie le. Haha. Happy. Can go home chat with friends and stuff le. Weee!

Suddenly got the feeling of visiting pubs or clubs le. Hahaha. Wanna try Butter Factory le. Ezul said it's nice. Hmmm. Thursday and Wednesday ladies free entry le. Not bad. Hahaha.

K la. I better go back to my assignment. Seeya


Okie. I'm sorry and sinful for not blogging for so long. For some freaking reason my internet became more jialat. And now I couldn't even connect to anything. Sigh. My brother called the service line yesterday and they're coming down to repair tml. So ya, I survived without internet for 4 days including tml. Amazing.

But come to think of it. Maybe it's a blessing.

I'm sorry about the negative post that day. I'm feeling really down. It's been the 3rd time I cried from fypj til now. But then, I just wanna assure you people that the reason I'm upset is not coz of friendship and stuff. It's just about this sucky relationship I had now. I dun feel like elabroating further. I think most of them know wat happen. I did tell the story. But then, I dun feel like updating it here coz it's no point. Ya. Thanks to Robin who wanted to listen but I refused to tell. Thanks to JS who also cared somehow or another. Thanks to Irddy too. Who wanted to cheer me up. But no. I just gotta be stronger. And I'm doing it. I'm sorry. I know it's hurting. I just cannot take it anymore. But who knows. I may be soft hearted again. I may not even give up. I dunno. But I just wan my friends to be rest assured that it's nothing about them. Thanks to Melvin and Ekin. Thanks to Metta, Angeline and Jess for accompanying me to watch movie that day.

Yup. I just gotta be stronger. Besides. I met even harder stuff then all these shit. But then, I dunno why I'm cryng so much. I just want back my happy life somehow. Maybe when the holidays are here. When I can breakaway.

Okie. since I've decided I gotta be stronger. I got to. Right?

Okie! On to happy stuff! I met up with Metta, Jess and Angeline! I even get to see JunWei sia. It's been like a year and more since I last saw him. lol. We sort of say meet for dinner. Thank god I have programmes on a Friday night. If on a Friday night I just go home straight is like super super sad. Haha. Anyway, I told them I was sad and I wanted to watch movie. And they very very steady de lor. Once I said I wanna watch Cars they immediately say "Okie, let's go buy tickets." I was like, "lol" lo. Haha. After all. They are my good friends whom I've been through a lot during Cathay and outside. But thanks. Watching the movie really cheers me up somehow.

Cars is really really nice. The moral is like so true. It's about Lightening McQueen, who's a rookie, and super haolian in the beginning. He claim that he's always a one man show, and depends on no one to help him win the race. However, in the Piston Cup race, emerges 3 winners, and they have to travel to California to compete. Alone the way, Lightening got lost, and was stranded in this once beautiful town and was unknown ever since the so call expressway opened. He met people there who dun even know who he is. And somehow, got to know this legend racer, Doc, who taught him many things. Met Sally as well, and it was love at first sight for him. The town taught him many things, friendships, everything, and that there's more to urself in the world. There's friends. So much more. I like the small blue car and the italian yellow car. It's super funny. The trackers incident was also funny. The small car doing the pitstop? Super funny as well. And the italian car when it sees a Ferrari. Haha. Well, I dropped tears at the part where Lightening could have won. But he stopped himself and let his competitor win. He drove back, and kinda push The King to help him finish his last race before he retire. It's actually quite sad that if it's ur last race and you cannot finish it. Right? THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THEN WINNING. A lesson learn.

Who says animations sucks? LOL. Most animations are funny and has a story to it. Cars rocks!

Attempted to sell my handphone during the weekends. Couldn't coz my friend tot my phone was N70. Wat the hell. LOL. Her boyfriend wanted N70 ma, instead mine is 6680. Oh well. She lost my memory card in the process. She returning me one when I go back work. Work was alright. Except that Kit faced some challenges and considering to change job to levis. Hmmm. I dunno. Quite sian that she's doing that. Coz I think she's my closest friend there. I updated her most of my stuff lor. Coz everytime dunno why shift same as her de. So got more things to talk about lor.

Stupid Robin yesterday give me high hopes sia. Say wat, going town meet Tedo. I tot maybe got people accompany me eat dinner yesterday sia. Or maybe come down visit me. In the end tell me lazy to come down lor. LOL.

Friends are these. They are there when you need them. I am there when you needed someone. Friends are there to jio you when they are having fun. I always jio you when we are having fun. Friends think of you, take the initative to talk. Not always I'm the one giving in. All I can say someone kinda disappointed me recently.

Is life all about urself? Sounds like Lightening McQueen in Cars. LOL. As long as you got wat you want, everything else is not important? That's stupid. Just disappointed la.

Hmmmm. I wonder when will I be free to meet Cathay friends again. Time is so precious. I dun wanna waste my time on people who aren't worth my time. Sigh. Meeting Cathay friends is like so hard. Everyone working, different lifes, who knows when we can meet up again. I hope soon. Probably KTV with Jess or something? Hahaha. I dunno. Dinner? Supper? Club? Oh well.

Time for work.


God. Wat did I do?

I did a lot of sins meh. Why are you so farking unfair to me.

I really dun see the need for me to suffer all this farking crap.

I really tried the best I can le. But things really isn't working well for me.

I'm farking tired.

Really tired.

I'm really tired faking the happy aura around me so that people aren't affected by me.

I wanna be selfish too. I wanna cry and mood swing and I dun wanna care so much. I just wish I dun care so much.

I wanna go to the beach. Alone. Just sit there and enjoy the sunset. Think. Watch stars. Think. Just spend some quality time with myself.

I just need a break.


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LOL. Robin just said something which I think I wanna reflect upon.

-wEnDy- says: i also very tired..
-wEnDy- says: but wanna see u all happy...
-wEnDy- says: =D
Rawbean says: lol
Rawbean says: is it DMD's tradition?
Rawbean says: somehow i duno ne
-wEnDy- says: tradition of?
Rawbean says: it's like i've had many friends
Rawbean says: but dun see many who really care

Dmd tradition? Hmmmm. I guess certain people who jia yi qi are those who are worth making friends with. LOL. Though Robin dun jia yi qi sometimes coz he got gf, but somehow, it's the bond there wor. somehow, feels like we all understand and that we dun mind lor.

Actually, I'm quite surprised too. Melvin and Ekin kinda found out wat happen to me. Melvin seems like my big brother le. Feel like I can trust him lor. And Ekin. I LOVE YOU. Sorry for making u both so worried. I'm fine. I never know people in POLY care so much.

And when Robin was kinda down few days back. YaoWei also kinda concern.

And I'm concern with issues around my friends too.

Everyone seems to be concern with everyone. And I never noticed it.

I'm thankful there's still time for me to appreciate things before year 3 ends.

There's still time to hang around with my friends. Must treasure what I have instead of worrying over problems that I know I can't solve. I just wanna be happy too. =)


Feel no motivation to play maple le. LOL.

I finish my stuff early today, so can blog early and probably sleep early. It's been days since I last slept well. Been really busy. I want my holidays. But then, holidays means no school and no school means no company which is sad ar. LOL.

Seems like my forum is going on well. Not bad. Hahaha. But glad got some contact with the outside world like Irddy, Tedo, Robin, Ekin and JingSi la. LOL.

Have job to do tml le. LOL. Hopefully I can learn. Well, heng got people just now also listening, haha. Hope tomorrow I got problems can ask ask around. If not later Andrew not there le I also die. Wonder why we like chiong a lot of work ar? LOL.

I think I finally can rest in peace on YaoWei's case la. LOL. It's time to take my leave. He know wat he's gonna do and everything's going on well. Just hope he wouldn't mood swing that often.

I hope I dun mood swing much as well. Metta, wish me courage.

Tomorrow not meeting Amanda they all le. Sad. I rejected so many friends just coz of my best friends le. Then all suddenly piang sei. Saddening.

Well, we kinda like go down for a visit in the school, and I super happy to see Irddy, Melvin, his girlfriend and Tedo. I practically like run into the room lor. Haha. I just miss them all. Being with them is fun that I dun really have to think much about my problems. It's like an escape from my problems for a while, while having fun at the same time! lol. Ate lunch in the canteen. Somehow like taste better then before le. Or am I imagining things? I think I miss school too much la. I NEVER MISS NYP BEFORE YOU KNOW!! Omg! LOL.

Kinda share things with YaoWei, and Melvin. Kinda like, hurt. Know it's dumb but, maybe I was wrong all along. I'm so sorry.

So I guess I should give it up and move on. Seems sad. But I'll survive. Haha. Sure I'm a girl, but still I will survive. I've always survived. I survived so many times. But it still fucking hurt. Letting go? I didn't even try anything. Like my brother said, I'm dumb to shed tears for this guy who doesn't really know I cared.

I gotta be stronger.

Everyone seems to have their source of happiness around them. Seems like I'm the only one who dunno where my happiness is. Maybe I should just go back to my no life. Only work. Maybe I wouldn't think too much? hahaha. Wanna say that I dun really care but I know I can't bluff myself la.

Wonder when will I watch the stars again with a love one? lol.

I dunno wat I should feel anymore.


Say say say!! I did not have mood swing today!! In fact, I had so much fun. LOL.

It's fun crapping around with Melvin. Me, him and YaoWei went to take photos today. I was quite late. So paiseh. Forgot to bring my ezlink card out again. So have to go back halfway. @!#!%#$. Somemore yesterday slept quite late le. Sian. LOL. I wasted time to build some forum. Wahahah. I didn't know my domain got such a feature. So just create one see see lor. Wahaha. Quite fun le.

I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.
I wanna buy phone.

Sob.

Things to do this month.

- Buy formal.
- Buy flats.
- Pay bill.
- Buy phone.
- Save til 1000 this month.
- Save more money to buy wacom.
- Finished modelling 3 buildings.

Actually the list like still not very organise. Wahaha. I prefer to write on paper and pin on my board in my room.

Oh ya, today went Kiddy Palace walk a bit and I saw this series of very cute figurines and I immediately fall in love with it!! OMG. They have their own landyard as well. I wanna buy!! I thinking of buying on of the figurines for JingSi also. Coz it feels so her. Think I get it for her when I got my pay ba. =D

Met up with Ezul and JingSi. Miss them!! LOL. My supporters of my tagboard le. LOL. Actually not in the mood for KTV but after seeing her I suddenly wana go K again. Wahaha.

ARGH!!! BORED!! STRESS!!


Funny. My brother came into my room with a plastic bag and a roll of newspaper. "Should I kill the insect or should I save the insect that's flying around?" I look at the newspaper and the plastic bag. "Think u save it la." He then pass me the plastic bag. Ask me go save it sia. Wth. So hum. He scared he think I dare meh? I more hum then him lor. lol. And I heard a loud "Pia!" outside. Think he hit the insect already. Have a safe journey to heaven.

It's quite an eventful day. Me facing some emotional stuff that I really got to deal with. I think I cannot avoid it la. I must sit down and think of a plan what I must do about it. And I think I made up my mind. Thanks to Metta. Think I'm not gonna stay anymore. I think I should just let it go. Should have let it go so long ago. But then, my character is that kind cannot bear to see saddness. I hope I can be stronger. I wanna be the independant Wendy that I know before I met all these shit. Courage.

I worry tomorrow I might mood swing again.

I dun feel like I got the mood for anything. JingSi talk about K, I like no mood. Friends actually jio me go clubbing. But then, I rejected, but I dun mind go for a drink.

But then, I think I cried enough for these two months le. Maybe I shouldn't drink and try to be stronger. Coz not thinking is just childish.

Seems like there's so much going on around me. I'm sad. I have things not yet settle. Yet, I got so many friends who needs help. I can't just turn a blind eye. I miss my best friends. I wanna hang and K and watch and club and make a fool out of ourselves with them. Sure, sometimes i feel not appreciated by them, but I still love them coz that's what friends are for. Accepting each other though I have faults and stuff. They dun judge me.

Friends in poly are fun. But dun think they are experience enough to hear me being sad. all they think of is like their own problems and having fun. I wonder if they care about the friends around them? Maybe school work ya, coz their grades are affected too? I guess I'm just looking for friends that are true. No offence please.

I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm just tired. I wanna hug someone and just cry. It's really painful. My heart is like breaking into two and I dunno why. It just farking hurt so much.
Ever since that day. It seems like I hard to be happy anymore.

Today's 060606. Guess it's really a bad luck day for everyone. Everyone today like weird. Maybe it's just me.

I wanna change phone. Sigh. Cannot take it anymore.


Funny. My brother came into my room with a plastic bag and a roll of newspaper. "Should I kill the insect or should I save the insect that's flying around?" I look at the newspaper and the plastic bag. "Think u save it la." He then pass me the plastic bag. Ask me go save it sia. Wth. So hum. He scared he think I dare meh? I more hum then him lor. lol. And I heard a loud "Pia!" outside. Think he hit the insect already. Have a safe journey to heaven.

It's quite an eventful day. Me facing some emotional stuff that I really got to deal with. I think I cannot avoid it la. I must sit down and think of a plan what I must do about it. And I think I made up my mind. Thanks to Metta. Think I'm not gonna stay anymore. I think I should just let it go. Should have let it go so long ago. But then, my character is that kind cannot bear to see saddness. I hope I can be stronger. I wanna be the independant Wendy that I know before I met all these shit. Courage.

I worry tomorrow I might mood swing again.

I dun feel like I got the mood for anything. JingSi talk about K, I like no mood. Friends actually jio me go clubbing. But then, I rejected, but I dun mind go for a drink.

But then, I think I cried enough for these two months le. Maybe I shouldn't drink and try to be stronger. Coz not thinking is just childish.

Seems like there's so much going on around me. I'm sad. I have things not yet settle. Yet, I got so many friends who needs help. I can't just turn a blind eye. I miss my best friends. I wanna hang and K and watch and club and make a fool out of ourselves with them. Sure, sometimes i feel not appreciated by them, but I still love them coz that's what friends are for. Accepting each other though I have faults and stuff. They dun judge me.

Friends in poly are fun. But dun think they are experience enough to hear me being sad. all they think of is like their own problems and having fun. I wonder if they care about the friends around them? Maybe school work ya, coz their grades are affected too? I guess I'm just looking for friends that are true. No offence please.

I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm just tired. I wanna hug someone and just cry. It's really painful. My heart is like breaking into two and I dunno why. It just farking hurt so much.
Ever since that day. It seems like I hard to be happy anymore.

Today's 060606. Guess it's really a bad luck day for everyone. Everyone today like weird. Maybe it's just me.

I wanna change phone. Sigh. Cannot take it anymore.


Dun feel like blogging for today actually.

Can feel the stress at work. Especially for someone like me who isn't so good at 3D model. Wanna learn but then, I feel so stupid somehow. Watever la.

My tag board is so crowded today. First time le. LOL. Got JingSi, Robin, YaoWei, Melvin, Tristan, Ezul all come and disturb. Haha. But then, I think that's the only form of communication le. Maybe should set up forum. Wahaha. See how la.

Tml not going work but going down orchard to take photographs. Who knows. Maybe meeting Ezul, JingSi for lunch, dinner? See how la.

Brought this super lousy phone to work and I have a hard time messaging people. Sob.


LOL. Blogging at attachment place. So funny coz I'm freaking bored wor. Well. Let's just start with yesterday night. I slept at 10.15pm le. LOL. It's totally like, freaking early, but what to do, today had to wake up at 6.45am to meet Melvin they all. LOL.

Meeting them was alright. Going there was okie too. I guess I just need to wake up at about 7am each day. Which means I need to sleep at 11am. o.O. Die ar. Like no life le. Everyday knock off at 6pm somemore. Reach home 7pm. Only got like 8, 9, 10, 11 to play at home. I dun think I'm able to work also lor. On week days. Which means I need to save a bit more to be able to learn driving. Argh. I hate to think about all these leh.

Adapting at work was alright. Andrew is out supervisor there. And The HR Richard was also okie. Seems like they take care of their staff very well. As for the game we're working on, can't really reveal much of it. We need to go town do some research though. Me, Melvin and YaoWei.

Oh ya, good luck to YaoWei regarding his personal stuff. lol.

I think these days I'm feeling better already. But doesn't mean I dun have feelings already okie. LOL.

My company I'm working for is damn strict lor. No camera phones. No hardisk, no ipod coz it's consider a hard disk. No casual wear!! OMG. The worse thing of all. No casual wear. I feel like crying everyday wear the same formal wear each day. Sob. I wanna try borrowing from my friends le. Or buy from This Fashion. Or maybe just wear my casual but wear Amanda's formal jacket over.

Oh ya, speaking of Amanda, meeting them around tml or next week. See how.

Right. Melvin stressing me out man. it's only the first day and he's doing stuff that is stressing me out. This attachment is nothing like FYPJ man. It's SUPER STRESS AND STRICT. I wonder why Justine send me here. It's not like I very fantastic at 3D moedelling lor.

Now listening to Sharmen King song. OMG. I thinking wanna watch it again le. LOL. I totally love the song.

K, I'm just blogging shit here coz I'm freaking bored. lol. I can't even access to gmail can you imagine? ARGH!!

K. Think I planning not to work on weekdays le. Which means little money. Die.

Wonder how the others doing. Suddenly miss Robin le, coz he crapness always make me laugh de. Haha. Miss Tedo as well. Not forgetting JingSi and Irddy and Melvin wor. =)

K la. Nothing to blog le. Seeya


Hectic day le! Finally able to settle down in front of my computer and get some rest. If I'm not wrong I'm gonna sleep soon. Tomorrow 6.45 need to wake up le! Siao. It's been a long time since I wake up 6 plus you know!! Kao!

Work kena extend. To 7pm. But with Kit around is always so funny. I learn a lot of things from them le. Really a lot lor. LOL. Then Kit give me see her phone got MTVs le!! Not only MTVS, the MTVS got words!! Like at KTV that kind!!! It's so freaking cool can? LOL. I keep bugging her tell her I want wor. Next week. Hehe.

Oh well, have to go triple 8 and deposit money. Reach home bath le brother ask me go triple 8 for dinner again. Wat the hell wor. LOL. That's why it's a hectic day.

Well, not much happen other then that.


Sigh!! Attachment starting man. Super sian. Dunno wat I'll do without JingSi and Robin. Argh!! But then again, YaoWei, Melvin and the rest are not bad company. Thinking have to wear wear to that company I dunno how to survive. I thinking maybe I should wear the formal jacket outside but wear casual inside. LOL.

Work was alright today. ChuiLeng kinda confronted me about that time I dun wanna work because I dun wanna have CPF deductions. It sound more like a threat to me, but she asked me dun take it to heart so I dun take it to heart lor. Not like I'm gonna be here after I grad anyway. LOL. I do enjoy their company, and I'm just gonna stay not committed this way.

Today bought a lot of stuff that I do need it. LOL. Weee! I need to pay bill fast. I do have the money but I afraid I pay le there goes my lunch breaks at attachment. So I think I wait til my Bods pay come in la.

Met up with YiChun today. Well, suppose to eat ice cream but we ate dinner instead. LOL. Pasta wor. Then we planning next week go out again. Probably to town just to have dinner. Yup.

Trying out an eye mask now. LOL. See how it goes. Gonna sleep early today. Damn tired.

Yesterday talk with JingSi online until 4am sia. LOL. Talk cock a lot.

K la. End here. Seeya!


Wat the hell! Now it's like 510pm. Need to be getting ready to go out but I'm here blogging. I cannot help it! I just surf some hps and I am determined to get N71 or 6125. Both got pros and cons la, but anything but my 6680 now!! I cannot tahan my 6680 coz I've dropped it a few times le!! Heart pain yes but then I dun like my phone liao coz keep dropping!! Sob.

Hmmm, 6125 cost like 394 while N71 coz like 700 bucks. I not sure which one I should take after I sell my 6680 for like 350 bucks. Hmmm. Which one huh? Or should I wait for Shawn to get me N71. Well, he promised!! Haha. Secretly want him to buy for me, but then, I also dunno if I got the yong qi to accept such a big gift. Wahahaha.

Yesterday I maple until 6 sia!! But I still cannot level!! I gave up and go to bed instead. LOL. JingSi left earlier, think she's really really sleepy. Me too. But tot I can ren until I level up. SOB!! Tml working morning so cannot anyhow play until so late le. Sad!!

K la. I going work le. Sian.


Shoots man. My freaking connection is down again. And this time round I know wat the hell is wrong with it.....

The phone cable was spoilt!

Which means, need money to buy phone cable. I dun think I wanna buy lor. Maybe wait for my brother to buy I guess.

Anyway, I had the presentation photos already! Pretty cool!

We had K session today. It was extremely tiring, judging by the fact that JingSi woke me up at 9 when I could actually sleep til 10. And I slept at 4 the previous day. LOL. But K was fun. Melvin can sing man. And so can YaoWei. He sing like Jay Chou man. LOL. Seriously. I mean, he has the potential lor. Used to be in choir anyway. Haha. Means he not bad le. Melvin can go very low, nice. Haha. And PeiYi, well, high like hell, and I so envious lo. Wahaha. JingSi, the usual. Wahaha. Today no Tedo and Robin. Sad.

Went sch to rot after that. Had dinner with JingSi and we stayed there for an hour or so to talk about stuff. lol. Just chit chat lor. Hmmm. Me and her tml not going school le. Not sure about the guys though. They like enthu wanna go school sia. For Robin coz maybe he need to send his gf to sch. YaoWei maybe I know the reason, but then, I so late haven't sleep. So should be not going lor. Wahaha. Maple ma. With JingSi.

I quite angry coz I kena forced watch movie with my working friends. Well, ya I could have rejected, but then they keep persuading me that I just have to give in. And it's Da Vinci code, a movie I watched before lor. This time I caught the beginning which I've missed and the part where I went to the toliet when I watched the movie for the first time. Yup. And after the movie, I had to sit cab home lor. Sigh. Waste my money le.

Anyway, here are the photos.


That's 4O+. K I know the group name is lame, but then the others are not willing to come up with ideas so I just go ahead and call ourselves 4O+ coz our blood type are all O+. lol. YaoWei, JingSi, Me And Robin. Weee!



JingSi and Me. Both wearing formal. Last presentation liao le. Gonna miss her le! LOL. She look like small kid hor? But she's actually 21 this year! Same age as Angeline! And same pattern also, so cute and kiddy de. LOL. Die la, I look older each day le. Sob.


I feel sibei siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Really sibei siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Please call me and I will tell you why I so siannnnnnnnnnnn.

Listening to songs. Feeling so freaking cold in my freaking room again. lol.

End of FYPJ already. Thanks to Tedo, Irddy, Melvin, Wing Ying, JingSi and last but not least, Robin from DET for those memorable times we all shared. The last supper, the arcade outings, the DDR, the puzzle fighters games, the hard gay, just those laughter that we all crap about. Thanks man.

And of coz, the other DMD member other then me. YaoWei. lol. But then, I'll be seeing him most of the time again so dun have to worry.

We took a lot of stupid photos today before our final presentations. JingSi didn't manage to send to me. So ya, have to wait before I can really intro u guys who they are.

Before final presentation, I actually realised that I didn't one of my ppt to sch!! Called my brother and ask him on my laptop to send me sia. lol. In the end also never use lo! lol. And my poster!! Sob. I print 4 times le. But never get to say much about it also. SADDENING! lol.

After presentation we stayed behind to pak game. Then IAP briefing. Nothing much.

Watch X-Men. Quite a few funny stuff happen. Super funny. Haha. The movie sucks. Very weak story line. They took 3 years to develop this movie and the storyline just sucks. But then, the effects are breathe taking as usual. lol.

I have a lot of things that I'm not able to say here and it's farking torturing.


I dun wanna talk about today.

Perhaps another time.

No mood

Name's Wendy (aka wencas)
Birthday falls on the 3rd April
I'm an Aries. Exact. Same. Personality.
Attached happily to Calvin Shing Jia Yong.
Well, that's all you need to know, right?



craves :
Ipod Nano ?
A red Nintendo DS Lite sweeetttt ;)
A Flat Screen TV
TV Cable
Constant Traveling with my one and only ^^
More shoes!
Drama Shows
Comics
ODM Watch got a puma one =D
A perfect wallet braun buffel wakakaka
Brazailian wax ouch
W890i Sony Ericsson
More clothes ^^










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