Tuesday, May 23, 2006 ♥
Supposed to be sleeping now. But I dunno why i'm super hungry. Sigh. I super miss someone right now too. Dun assume. Might be you. lol. Oh my god. Gotta control myself. I mean, shouldn't let feelings get in the way of certain things on my mind. ya.
I feel like staying back in school these days. Just wanna spend some time with friends in school. I mean attachment is coming and it's like super sian lor. I rather have extension in school then to go out and work. Well, perhaps I gotta think of the money sake. Ya. And my liscense. Sigh.
Today marked my long break from work. I think I deserve it but then, having break means I have yet to spend more money. Arcade. KTV. Movies. Dinner. Lunch. Sigh. Why dun I just win some lucky draw and strike rich? It will end all my troubles. I still got a couple of stuff that I need to buy. Which means need more money. Sometimes I wish I could stop being naive and just get a rich boyfriend to support me. But then again, I'm not that kind. I'm just naive and stupid and I just can't grow up.
Maybe it'll be good if I have a boyfriend who loves me enough to give me the best out of him. And I have to love him as well ar. After so much, I still believe in it. Maybe I should just stop believing in it.
Speaking of the arcade, I hang out at Jubilee just now. I think it's been 2 to 3 weeks since I hang around there. And I went there I actually stepped on DDR! It will be good if the guys aren't around to laugh at us. Kinda ps when they came and video cam us lor. wth. Daytona as usual. Had fun. JS wore a skirt today! Actually it was sort of a challenge to JS by ShanYun. Too bad ShanYun didn't come today to see her wear skirt lor. YaoWei today like in pain like that. Guess his back hurting him very much. Irddy also a bit funny after meeting his buddy. Everything's a bit weird today. But then. I still had fun overall.
I really wanna watch X Men. Seems no one wanna watch with me. Sob.
Might be staying overnight in school. See how it goes. Have to go printing on Thursday liao.
I really wanna watch X Men. Sigh.
Been thinking a lot lately. Been angry for things that are very minor too. Probably coz I think too much. But then, I still love my friends. Hope they know I love them. You guys just know who you are k?
JunYing kinda told me there's X Men gala today. And Superman Gala coming up. I not sure how to react. I really miss those days. Wishing I could smile more and treasure those days I had once. I regretted being affected by minor feelings and words by others that made me unhappy at work. I should be happy there despite everything. Like Aida.
K. I like you. I miss you and you and you and you and you and you. I love school. I need money. I thinking of selling my handphone away and not get any handphone back in return. Just need cash.
I'm just frustrated coz I'm farking in need of money.
calwen @ 12:48 AM