Tuesday, May 23, 2006 ♥
Let's start with something normal today. Played DDR on the computer the entire day. LOL. While the others played Puzzle Fighter. I guess they are enjoying it. I used to play when I was younger, but then, no matter how much I play that game I just suck. Big time. Learning from my brother also cannot make it. lol. So ya, I rather give up on that game. Haha. Play something that I'm more keen on improving.
Had cup noodles today. Along with JingSi and YaoWei...
I finished up my presentation materials too. And poster. Hopefully can approve and I can get on with life.
Attachment results out. I'm posted to ST. Singapore Technology, those kind need security card then can go in de. Something like Jess's IBM. Ya. There are 5 people going in, me, Melvin, YaoWei, Tristan, and HanLin. All of them are alright, in fact, I'm very happy with the group I'm in. Maybe coz got YaoWei and Melvin, though quite swey that I kena YaoWei again. lol. But on the brighter side, at least got two good friends around to talk cock with.
Stayed behind to do project. Talked with YaoWei and come to know somethings that I expected but still come as a shock to me. But then, maybe I'm just too naive. I believe as long as u go for it at least you've tried. Easier said then done. If it's so easy I would have done it. But I never had the courage to. Coz I'm a girl. wahaha. So I do hope guys have the courage to do the things that I could never do myself.
FYPJ is ending. I think me and YaoWei are the only ones feeling sad over this le. LOL. Everyone like dying for FYPJ to end. But I also looking forward to new changes ar. That's what life is suppose to be about anyway. Changes.
The room is cold today. lol.
I'm not feeling good today. I just did something that I haven't do for a freaking long time. I cried.
It's not like I said already anyone can help me like that.
So I cried alone. After finish crying I talked to Metta.
I just dunno what to say now.
I just hope tomorrow is a better day.
Feel so empty. Feel so silly. And I feel that I didn't change at all since last time. Always stupid.
It's tough being stupid too.
If only everything is just so simple.
But nothing's perfect. After crying, I'm just gonna have to deal with it.
Thanks my best friend. For being there.
I might never find the one.
I'm not like that. I'm just a simple girl who wanna have fun in this world. Someone to share my stuff with. Ya. Sigh.
calwen @ 10:44 PM