Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ♥
I am so so so so freaking high now! lol. I just reach home and my brother gave me 30 bucks!!! Although it's not much, but I can pay the debts of my friends, and I can go watch X Men and KTV on Thursday! I freaking happy can. LOL. Feel like suddenly all my troubles go away like that. Wahahaha.
Alright, I'm feeling very sulky these days partly coz I'm farking broke. Not normal broke le, is really wallet EMPTY that kind. Really a single 2 dollar note also dun have okie. lol. And it's really torturing coz I cannot go dinner with my friends and stuff like that. Dun even have money to eat cup noodles I tell u. Very cham lor. Hahaha. But today managed to survive coz YaoWei got buy nugget and wedges wor. I paiseh, but then, thanks also la. lol.
Reached sch at 8am sia. LOL. My record le! I never reach sch so damn early before. But early come is really very peaceful le. No one, so quiet. It's liek I can do work like that lor. lol.
Hmmm, went doby ghuat print again. LOL. Same shop. The boy there now recognise me le. Wahaha. I printed my bloody got damn poster 4 freaking times. 2 times smudge. 1 time pixelated. Wat the hell. Waste so much money. Owe so much as well. @!@$!@#$
You know wat? I think it's best if I just let it go. I've been holding inside for so long. And I feel really tired being sulky always and thinking too much. I miss the old times. When I didn't know it first. Things changed, and I'm holding on to it until I cannot find myself being happy with the person anymore. Which is so unfair to everyone around me. I think I just wanna ignore the fact, but I know I can't and it's driving me crazy. It's just time to say good bye.
I'm gonna miss the DETs man. Seriously. Very much.
calwen @ 11:25 PM