Monday, May 15, 2006 ♥
Back! To blog. World is not gonna stop coz I haven't been blogging I guess.
Seems like everyone is so busy. So am I. But I hope somehow I'm never forgotten by my friends. By Sam, KJ, Angeline, Jess, Metta. Though I'm just a small fry, I just want them to know I do miss them. A lot. Ha. That day I called Metta to catch up during working hours, was freaking bored at work, so just randomly called Metta, after that KJ and Angeline. Just to chat. I mean, I hardly chat on the phone. Was working damn hard the past two weeks. I really need a break soon. Which is this week and the next and the next. haha. My well deserved break.
I didn't go sch today. And I seriously miss sch. Wanna rot in school with my friends. lol.
Need to get a lot of stuff recently too. Need to make time for shopping, but of coz, dun spend too much too. Need to save 500 bucks this month. Hard.
But I wasted 50 bucks on maple card already. haha. Changed my character's hairstyle. And bought a pet. Interesting le. But dun think I'll spend any more except to buy the water to revive my pet. Haha.
Working so hard. But then, enjoyment comes in too! Gonna go K sometime this week, and to catch Poseidon as well tomorrow. Hmmm, Jess jio me go clubbing, but I think I rather go somewhere nice and quiet to have a drink or two.
many stuff happened. Recently talked to ChuiLing about BGR. Seems like she's having prb. She like kinda asked me if I have a boyfriend. But tot it's pretty obvious that I dun have one? lol. Then I told her I have someone in mind. Doesn't matter if we dun get together. I guess wat matters is that I'm happy now. He came into my mind. I'm surprised that I didn't think of another. Wanna know who? LOL. Who knows, might be YOU right? Wahaha. K, I'm going nuts here.
Went to see the doc just now too.
I am so sian. Going sleep early. haha. Wonder if there's anything to do tomorrow.
Now I wonder, why I spend so much on maple cards. LOL. Why people are giving away money to buy things that dun really last forever. Is gaming really more important then anything else? if one day you were to choose, will one choose to game over your girlfriend? lol. Just a tot. I mean, actually, I also dunno if I would like my boyfriend to spend more time on me or games. If he spend it on games, I can hang out with my friends more often right? But then, I will definately be lonely coz he actually choose games over me. However, if he goes out with me more often, I guess I must be comfortable around him lor. If not, I think I also dun like going out with him. hate awkwardness. I would appreciate it if he do some things to make me feel not so awkward. Silence is a nono. lol. But then, I also dun want him to put pressure on me to go out with him everytime. So basically. I dunno what I want. LOL.
Why am I think so much on these nowadays. Haha. I mean, it's not like I want a boyfriend, it's just meaningless thoughts. Besides, I love people before, so naturally I'll think alot. Sometimes, it's best not to love before, so that you can continue to dream, and not afraid to love someone easily. People who love and lost before, feared, afraid the same thing happen to them. But I think nowadays society very open lor. Like all these kind of things dun matter anymore. Nowadays like so practical, money, companionship, sex, plus more money. lol. Who cares about the sentimential me?
Lol. Like I said. Just some thoughts. After all, blogging is about sharing thoughts I guess.
You know wat friendship means? Probably people who enjoy times together, think of each other, miss each other, appreciate each other, help each other, that's friendship. BGR is just different. It still amazed me how different it is. lol.
K la. I dunno what to blog liao. Seems like I'm better from bad to worse as a blogger. omg. lol. Seeya!
calwen @ 10:27 PM