Thursday, April 20, 2006 ♥
Should I? Should I not?! FARK!! I really wanna go club, but then, I got work on Sat morning, and Sat night meeting people, then Sunday working morning again, sure super tired.
But then, think it will be the last chance for Metta to club liao, after Metta, KJ reopen school, I no more kakis to club with me le!! This is the ultimate decision. Should I club or should I not tomorrow? ARGH!!!
Watching movie, 8 Below tomorrow. Then they say wanna go Gothem club after movie. Right. Sigh.
Anyway, think about the past when I heard several songs today.
Something happen about Cathay too. But I hope Helmie respected my decision la. I mean, I miss Cathay, I always do, but I have made up my mind and by persuading me makes me feel even worse. Suddenly, today feel like a lot of stuff needed to be done. Precious Thoughts called me ask me can work on Monday and Tuesday. I'm like stuck again. Then there's Cathay, and there's Bods. But ultimately, I really miss Cathay very much.
it's really fading. sigh. i guess it's a good thing. fark off this feelings. loneliness sucks.
calwen @ 11:10 PM