Wednesday, April 19, 2006 ♥
My room is like freezing cold. Think coz my dad fixed yesterday la. Sob. Wearing jacket now. Freezing like hell lor.
Oh well. Today nothing much, only got photos to update I guess. My server down, everytime wanna change songs that time my server sure down de lo. Super sian. Haha. Wanna change to Jay Chou songs but cannot. Sob.
Had fun in school today. YaoWei today seems like in a good mood like that. Keep laughing. Haha. Good wor, laugh is always better. Today he haolian say he got do work. Humph. Make me feel guilty only. But then, actually really wanna start work, but dunno why I used to slack le. Hope I'm able to chiong project like I used to. Haha. Well, I hope everyday in school can be as fun as fypj.
Somehow, feel that once fypj ends, my hatred for school will come back again. Which is rather sad la. Coz I prefer everyday like fypj. Once attachment, everyone will be seperated again, then somehow, will know I will be alone again lor. When sch reopens, hai. So I'm rather sad when fypj is gonna end. Somehow, just wanna enjoy the days i'm going through now.
I just admitted to Alex I used to like him. LOL. Oh my god, never knew I can be so brave. Hahahaha. I never ever ever admitted first that I like someone. And I can hide my feelings pretty well. But I admitted now coz I dun like him le. Treat him like brother brother now lor. There's someone else that I think of can smile these days.
Sometimes, I guess it's better to like someone then to be in love. When I see people around me, say they are hurt coz of some stuff that happen to them, and that they wanna be alone just coz of a setback, or dun believe in love anymore, but think about it, I think I been through so much, but I still hope, and believe one day, I can find that someone, is this stupidity? There's always someone out there that faces more pain then you do, so why not try and think on the brighter side. I believe that if you believe in it, you can achieve it.
Watever.
Anyway! Super cold! Go sleep le. Night!
Oh ya. forgot to intro you Bods family.
ShiKin~
ChuiLing!
Kit.
And me of coz!
it's sadly fading away...
calwen @ 11:59 PM