Friday, April 21, 2006 ♥
LOL. Open blog still not used to it. Got some stuff to day but then hard to voice out. Not coz I hum. Coz I just dun wanna create trouble for myself. Sometimes somethings just need to let it go, "kan kai yi dian," and perhaps one can be more happy.
I've never been this expose before. I guess my best friends know that. Still, I'm thankful that they are still supporting me til now, and I guess the main purpose of this open blog is to try and open up and share my happiness with others, while the sad stuff, I guess I can always keep it to myself. If people truely care, they will ask me about it rather then I tell them wat happen. Right? lol. Please dun mistaken this as sad. It's just that it's my own way of life.
People say I'm independant, people who know me more knows that I'm just like any other ordinary girl out there. Right Metta?
Some people just seems to have it all, I guess it's good that sometimes I have nothing, coz it makes me work harder to get the things I want. I guess that's life, to work for wat you've always dream for.
Just some thought to the day. lol.
Dangerous le. Just realised that Anthony linked me to his blog. Which means like half my poly friends can read this. lol.
Just wanna say that I've never enjoyed poly as much as I am enjoying now. Thanks to those DMD and DET companies I have now. Guess it includes everyone, including those I dun really talk with.
Went home with Melvin and Ekin. Same train. Kong can just go and die. LOL. Then who knows started to rain heavily. Makes me think whether YaoWei is still enjoying his bball game back at cck. lol. Somehow everytime he go back early to play bball sure will rain de. And dunno why everytime it's my fault like that. -.-" Managed to finish up most of the stuff today. Proud le. Even managed to finish watching Chobits. And right enough, it doesn't have an ending!! Which means, I'VE WATCHED 3 FREAKING ANIMES WITHOUT AN ENDING THIS WEEK!! But amazing I'm able to watch so much. Chobits, Full Metal and Love Hina. Thanks to Irddy and YaoWei I guess. Haha. I still wanna watch Fruit Basket too. lol. AGAIN!!
Well, I caught 8 Below today. FINALLY. After my friends totally condamn this movie coz it's DISNEY, I still get to watch with Metta, though I say I wanna treat her, but she's sweet to pay for her own. And that movie is a major TEAR JERKER. Serious. It's not fantastic in the action pack part, but still me and Metta managed to feel the rush of the blood somehow during the movie. 4 out of 5 I guess. A must for dog lovers. And Metta keep crying beside me. I only cried at the end lor, for more spoilers please come and find me. lol.
Next movie to catch? Take the Lead. Jess said it's a nice movie. Hmmm. Plus Aquamarine and The While is coming out soon. Hoping can catch movie with different friends.
Speaking of Jess, I didn't go club in the end. It was raining heavily and I was carrying my laptop, and I couldn't walk in the rain with my laptop ma. And my clothes, need to change to clubbing clothes wat, and by the time the rain subsided it's almost time to meet Metta already, and I dun think I wanna carry my laptop to clubbing again like the last time I went. I couldn't trust MOMO or MOS to take care of my lappy. I really wanna club. But then, also need to pay cover charge. $15 bucks. Wat if the music isn't nice? I dun wanna waste money liao. Wanna maintain my savings le. Been working so hard to save money. I still have my wacom to buy, and my car practicals.
Tomorrow working morning, and meeting some friends tomorrow. I dunno who I'm meeting up with, I just know I'm meeting up with friends. LOL.

Love this photo coz KJ hardly smile!! Wanna know who KJ is? The one in white beside me! Darlie advertisement le. Wanna hire us as models? LOL. Anyway, probably hanging out with this group tomorrow la.
Metta went KJ house ton. I think I'm the only only at home right now? Haha. COZ TOMORROW I NEED TO WORK MORNING!! That's why today cannot enjoy. Sob. One good thing about attachment is that I can work and get paid. After attachment over I should be able to get my wacom and my car liscense already! Pray hard!
calwen @ 11:35 PM