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Sunday, April 30, 2006 ♥

Dyed my hair. Cut it. LOL. Super high.

Brother gave me extra allowance too!! So happy!! Can last me til my pay day I reach.

By chance I met up with Metta today. Wooo~ It's been a week since I met anyone from the troop.

I died a lot of times in Maple without my brother's help. ARGH. But then, it's fun la. lol.

God, seems like I have less things to blog each day. I used to blog so much. But I guess it means I'm happier now. I only blog a lot when I have problems.

I'm just happy like that.

Anyone miss me? =(

calwen @ 9:27 PM

Saturday, April 29, 2006 ♥

Super tired. It's been a long time since I work two places again. Who ask me yesterday accidentally pick up Jesse phonecall. hai. But then I rejected them a lot of times liao, so today just work for the sake of working lo. Collected my 1 day pay from Precious Thoughts at the same time. Cool. I just totally forgot that they still owe me money. But 25 bucks only. lol. But better then nothing la. This month I wan my bank to have 300. Now is 400. Have to last until 15th le. Die. Tomorrow still going out with Kit. Die lor. lol.

Sigh, work at Bods til 4pm, then went over to Precious Thoughts at 5pm. Sneak out to buy curry puff with the help of WeiLing. lol. She suggested de when I told her I didn't eat anything since I start work over there. Oh well. One month never work there comfirm lost de. LOL. All the stock I dunno where they put, but then I'm still able to serve customers la, a bit useful.

And guess who I saw. KYEN. Again. lol. I think me and her fated le. She look so pretty liao. Hope she's doing fine. She came into my shop and I was like thinking, uh oh. lol.

Wasn't able to hang out with my poly friends. Sad. Hope can hang out again one day.

My bill just came. 50 bucks. Sigh.

Hungry.

and i just miss you

And I just bought a pair of jeans! Finally! Whoo hoo!!

K, maple time.

calwen @ 10:42 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006 ♥

Back for more crap entry. Just in case Metta say I not updating much again.

K la, I miss them all can? lol. And I not fu yan you all la. Hope you all miss me like I miss you guys. This includes Metta, Jess, KJ, Angeline, and whoever who I didn't meet up for a week.

Weird. I didn't used to be like that. Every week die die at least meet them once. But I guess everyone like busy with their lives liao. Wanna club together also hard. I really wanna go clubbing. But I want them to be there. They are like my kakis. lol. Samantha, finally free, but then, dunno if she's willing to go. Hmmm.

I've been enjoying myself in school. Seriously enjoying. But then, good things dun last forever, my FYPJ is ending in about a month's time. Somehow, we just know each other, but then, we can click so fast. Probably coz they are so steady. Especially Tedo, he resembles the group I mixed with outside. So sure and steady. But then, kinda sad when FYPJ ends, somehow got this freaking feeling I will be the same me back in year 1 and year 2. Wanna thank everyone in my FYPJ room making everything so enjoyable.

Played bball as usual again today. YaoWei super shuai when he play lo. lol. Can see Tedo trying his best too. Stupid Robin and Irddy dun wanna join us.

Had dinner at J8 with Tedo, YaoWei, X, and Irddy. We like talked about everything sia. lol. I'm the only girl there. But somehow, dun feel like out de leh. Coz they normally will include me in their conversations.

Somehow, people I know now are different from the people I know in year 1 and year 2. As for YaoWei, I know him since year 1 la. They seem normal, have normal feelings, talk about them, have their own humor and characteristics.

Somehow I'm just grateful. I just want everything to stay like this. But I know life will just go on.

Talk about romance too, lol. Seems like everyone in the group has their own story. I say I dun mind that I dun have one story, but then, I think I have too much in the past already. Maybe just waiting for the one.

are you the one? lol

calwen @ 10:43 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ♥

I officially broke.

Really lost my ezlink. When the farking hell can I find the time to go and make a new one? Hai.

And my photos. Those I working in Cathay de. Sad. Though not that heartache, but then, feel like some piece is missng from my photo gallery.

Sigh. Anyway, during lunch touched that people got the thought of buying snacks for me to eat ar. But then, very paiseh coz I broke, dun like being broke coz people will worry about me. And make me feel helpless. But grateful to the people who cared. Ekin, JingSi and YaoWei. lol. Thanks le.

Anyway, go maple liao. bye

calwen @ 11:19 PM


I farking lost my ezlink.

Good job.

I saw a msn pic that I think I dun wanna see.

Dunno why it keeps coming back. Especially recently.

probably coz you're just there.

And I FARKING LOST ALL MY PHOTOS WHEN I WAS WORKING IN METRO AND CATHAY. THIS IS SUCH A FARKING DAY.

MY GALA PHOTOS. ALL GONE. IS A MAJOR FARK UP DAY CAN?

calwen @ 9:14 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006 ♥

I think it's coz of a few days lack of sleep. Plus yesterday night super lack of sleep. Plus today's red bull. That made me super shag today.

I lost my ezlink card. Good job. Please help me pray that it's in school. But weirdly. I'm rather calm. My mum also rather calm, say "settle it urself" and her job is done. Hai. Last time, she used to scold me upside down. I guess ever since I'm working I'm just left alone to settle my financial stuff. Sigh, so when people say I independant, I feel rather sad. I wish I have someone to rely on sometimes. I guess everyone do.

ShanYun let me see the paper that is used on the practicals. The exam paper. Cool huh. Thanks, and good luck for your practical on the 23 of June.

I even had the energy to play bball. Dying after that game. Went to meet up with YiChun, tal about our current lives, an walk around. Really wanna buy some stuff, tops, but then, really dun have the ones I want, the material sucks, the cutting also not nice. Hai.

Anyway, I really miss my secondary school days. Though I quit netball halfway, but I seriously miss those strict trainings we all had. Like when the court is wet due to rain, we had a series of pull ups, sit ups, push ups to do. And though it's tiring, it was wonderfully fun. And those times when we train our shooting? one day 100 goals? Though I not GA or GS, I still tag along and train. Still remember WD position is forever mine. Until Bob coach see potential in me and asked me to try C. And I slowly trained as a GA as well. Still remember the times when I do umpiring n games. Scorer. Screaming at the players, "close contact!" training those juniors under me. The feeling of being part of a team. I just miss it. Oh my god. I think I miss netball more then I miss any of my ex-boyfriends. LOL.

Wonder why I ever gave up netball. I feel like it's a part of me. Just coz of the coach, sigh. I miss netball and choir both. I just miss secondary school. Wonder if one day, I could ever play netball again?

My ezlink card. Sob.

calwen @ 9:57 PM


Just wanna write a crap entry. Coz I didn't blog yesterday. Nothing much. Looking for lyrics now. Chatting with Jess for a while. Wanna sleep coz I chiong Water Margin Online. And Maple after that. Almost cannot wake up for school, totally feel like smsing YaoWei tell him I dun wanna come. LOL. But then I these days very rare le, go to school like go Cathay like that, tired still wanna go. Why no one praise me for my changes ar? lol. But so sad I only having fun in school in year 3. Year 1 and 2 sucks big time. lol. Kena force drink red bull too. Been drinking red bull two days already. Haha. I hard to reject people le.

Talking about rejecting people. The book shop service sucks big time. Farking not willing to exchange the good for me. Idiot. So yesterday wasted 12 bucks. Decided not to eat today. No matter wat. Thinking wanna watch Anime, but then, watch too much le. Time to stop abit.

I wanna do work YaoWei say nvm, wait for Meng to come and give me the sounds. Hmmm, so now what I do ar? Slack again? Hai. k. Maybe after Meng come got things to do ba. If not today slack again. Hmmm.

K this is just a crap entry. No one to talk to coz YaoWei sleeping, JingSi playing Heroes, Robin, X and Teddo discussing some stuff. lol.

Go find things to do le. Ciao~

calwen @ 11:17 AM

Monday, April 24, 2006 ♥

Okie, just back from exploring Water Margin. LOL. Thanks to YunYue and PeiYi for this new game la. But then, think I will explore some other days when I'm more free or when I read a bit about the game first.

Anyway, had fun today in school talking cock again. LOL. Learn a bit about DOTA even in school. Not bad le. Haha. Then took a lot of Animes from PeiYi's hard disk. Oh, congrates to PeiYi and Melvin in reaching another month of aniversary.

Ouran High School Host club is a super funny anime. Haha.

Nothing much to blog actually. My mind now like nothing le. Sian.

it didn't fade after all...

calwen @ 11:54 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006 ♥

Cooking cup noodles. Cold in the room again. Haha.

Well, nothing much today. Went shopping alone after work. Actually today got this shopping mood, like never go home with something I not happy, so I walk from Centrepoint to Orchard MRT, on the way, saw S&K sales. LOL. Shoes going at 19 bucks. Saw one that look like KJ's Nike Dunk le. But of coz it's S&K one la. I bought two pairs. Once dark brown and another is grey. Quite like them, haha. Actually got shopping in my own shop also, but then, that one I wanna wait for mummy buy for me with her progress pay. If only I have progress pay too. LOL. I want 2 pairs of jeans, and tops I wanna slowly buy le. Well, hope I can make it for my practicals too of coz~

Well, reach home and my brother come and disturb me ask me play maple with him, I'm such a noob in maple can? lol. But aiya, play with him a while lor, create new account coz old one he using, then start as level 1. But not bad le, now at level 11 le. With the help of him la. Funny things happen when we both playing. lol. Reminds me of ShanYun and Keith, I bet they always play like that too.

Hmmm, Kenneth jio me go watch Da Vinci code. Steady ar!! I cannot wait to watch that movie le. lol. He say wanna jio one whole group go. Hmmm, I ask him jio his own clique, then maybe I ask people like Melvin, PeiYi, Ekin they all lor. =D

Nothing much. Seeya guys!

calwen @ 11:24 PM


I'm farking tired. lol. But I farking have fun today. Today the entire troop plus Daniel appeared. And except Samantha also lor. Sad la, she's been too busy to hang out with us. The last time I see her was on her birthday lor. So bloody long.

Work was okie. Came to work and saw my manager eyes super swollen. Can guess it's due to her crying last night, I asked her what happen when I see her, she like laugh say not enough sleep, then I shoot her, dun bluff lor, must be crying. Then I joke with her say wanna find time to cry dun cry at night ar. lol. She also laugh along with me. Sigh, hope things will be okie with her.

Work was okie, got a few hundred sales le. Not bad for me le. Normally is Kit the one having more sales then me. Then after work rot at Bods eat cup noodles with Shikin la. Then wait for Metta and KJ come find me. Then we make our way to Cineleisure to fetch Jess. I think I sound irritating coz I keep saying going cine is sian. But I think they dun understand how I feel and kinda shoot me and I just shut up la. No point sharing stuff with people who dun understand la. Anyway, I really am sian, I feel so cold towards the staff there, maybe I just wanna avoid but I dun farking care coz I know how to handle my feelings thank you very much.

Anyway, tried to leave cine asap. Make our way to Marina Square and had fun along the way with Metta and KJ. Keep pushing la, lol. Met Daniel, shop around, got LOST trying to find Sakae Sushi, my god. Angeline joined us shortly, and we just kept eating inside lor. I eat like 10 plates altogether can? lol. Dun have the steam egg le, feel like today eat sushi not complete. LOL. Rot around after the sushi, wondering what to do, then we somehow, walk all the way to esplanade, and took so many photos, then suddenly decided to take a boat back to Clark Quake. LOL. Which reminds me, my dad is one of those people driving the boats around Singapore river la. Anyway, took a lot of photos, and we like act tourist taking a lot of photos. After the boat trip, we walked all the way to MOS, show Daniel where it is, lol. Didn't manage to club coz Daniel wasn't wearing the apporpriate clothes. Make our way to the Bungy Swing, saw people took and feel like taking too. Sure will scream my hearts out. LOL.

Tired le, went home with Metta.

Photos time!!






Back view of us all, beautiful hor?



Daniel!! Take care when in Thailand hor!



Getting ready to board the ship.

KJ, Me and Angeline

Another act photo. LOL.

Angeline and Me. Long time never take photo with her le.


While waiting for the boat to come.

Long Q at Sakae le. So take photo while waiting lor. lol

Cannot resist adding myself in this photo le.


Our boat tickets.

Wow. Thats like a lot of stupid pictures la. Wanna go sleep le. Seeya guys. Still got work tomorrow.

calwen @ 1:37 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006 ♥

LOL. Open blog still not used to it. Got some stuff to day but then hard to voice out. Not coz I hum. Coz I just dun wanna create trouble for myself. Sometimes somethings just need to let it go, "kan kai yi dian," and perhaps one can be more happy.

I've never been this expose before. I guess my best friends know that. Still, I'm thankful that they are still supporting me til now, and I guess the main purpose of this open blog is to try and open up and share my happiness with others, while the sad stuff, I guess I can always keep it to myself. If people truely care, they will ask me about it rather then I tell them wat happen. Right? lol. Please dun mistaken this as sad. It's just that it's my own way of life.

People say I'm independant, people who know me more knows that I'm just like any other ordinary girl out there. Right Metta?

Some people just seems to have it all, I guess it's good that sometimes I have nothing, coz it makes me work harder to get the things I want. I guess that's life, to work for wat you've always dream for.

Just some thought to the day. lol.

Dangerous le. Just realised that Anthony linked me to his blog. Which means like half my poly friends can read this. lol.

Just wanna say that I've never enjoyed poly as much as I am enjoying now. Thanks to those DMD and DET companies I have now. Guess it includes everyone, including those I dun really talk with.

Went home with Melvin and Ekin. Same train. Kong can just go and die. LOL. Then who knows started to rain heavily. Makes me think whether YaoWei is still enjoying his bball game back at cck. lol. Somehow everytime he go back early to play bball sure will rain de. And dunno why everytime it's my fault like that. -.-" Managed to finish up most of the stuff today. Proud le. Even managed to finish watching Chobits. And right enough, it doesn't have an ending!! Which means, I'VE WATCHED 3 FREAKING ANIMES WITHOUT AN ENDING THIS WEEK!! But amazing I'm able to watch so much. Chobits, Full Metal and Love Hina. Thanks to Irddy and YaoWei I guess. Haha. I still wanna watch Fruit Basket too. lol. AGAIN!!

Well, I caught 8 Below today. FINALLY. After my friends totally condamn this movie coz it's DISNEY, I still get to watch with Metta, though I say I wanna treat her, but she's sweet to pay for her own. And that movie is a major TEAR JERKER. Serious. It's not fantastic in the action pack part, but still me and Metta managed to feel the rush of the blood somehow during the movie. 4 out of 5 I guess. A must for dog lovers. And Metta keep crying beside me. I only cried at the end lor, for more spoilers please come and find me. lol.

Next movie to catch? Take the Lead. Jess said it's a nice movie. Hmmm. Plus Aquamarine and The While is coming out soon. Hoping can catch movie with different friends.

Speaking of Jess, I didn't go club in the end. It was raining heavily and I was carrying my laptop, and I couldn't walk in the rain with my laptop ma. And my clothes, need to change to clubbing clothes wat, and by the time the rain subsided it's almost time to meet Metta already, and I dun think I wanna carry my laptop to clubbing again like the last time I went. I couldn't trust MOMO or MOS to take care of my lappy. I really wanna club. But then, also need to pay cover charge. $15 bucks. Wat if the music isn't nice? I dun wanna waste money liao. Wanna maintain my savings le. Been working so hard to save money. I still have my wacom to buy, and my car practicals.

Tomorrow working morning, and meeting some friends tomorrow. I dunno who I'm meeting up with, I just know I'm meeting up with friends. LOL.

Love this photo coz KJ hardly smile!! Wanna know who KJ is? The one in white beside me! Darlie advertisement le. Wanna hire us as models? LOL. Anyway, probably hanging out with this group tomorrow la.

Metta went KJ house ton. I think I'm the only only at home right now? Haha. COZ TOMORROW I NEED TO WORK MORNING!! That's why today cannot enjoy. Sob. One good thing about attachment is that I can work and get paid. After attachment over I should be able to get my wacom and my car liscense already! Pray hard!

calwen @ 11:35 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006 ♥

Should I? Should I not?! FARK!! I really wanna go club, but then, I got work on Sat morning, and Sat night meeting people, then Sunday working morning again, sure super tired.

But then, think it will be the last chance for Metta to club liao, after Metta, KJ reopen school, I no more kakis to club with me le!! This is the ultimate decision. Should I club or should I not tomorrow? ARGH!!!

Watching movie, 8 Below tomorrow. Then they say wanna go Gothem club after movie. Right. Sigh.

Anyway, think about the past when I heard several songs today.

Something happen about Cathay too. But I hope Helmie respected my decision la. I mean, I miss Cathay, I always do, but I have made up my mind and by persuading me makes me feel even worse. Suddenly, today feel like a lot of stuff needed to be done. Precious Thoughts called me ask me can work on Monday and Tuesday. I'm like stuck again. Then there's Cathay, and there's Bods. But ultimately, I really miss Cathay very much.

it's really fading. sigh. i guess it's a good thing. fark off this feelings. loneliness sucks.

calwen @ 11:10 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006 ♥

My room is like freezing cold. Think coz my dad fixed yesterday la. Sob. Wearing jacket now. Freezing like hell lor.

Oh well. Today nothing much, only got photos to update I guess. My server down, everytime wanna change songs that time my server sure down de lo. Super sian. Haha. Wanna change to Jay Chou songs but cannot. Sob.

Had fun in school today. YaoWei today seems like in a good mood like that. Keep laughing. Haha. Good wor, laugh is always better. Today he haolian say he got do work. Humph. Make me feel guilty only. But then, actually really wanna start work, but dunno why I used to slack le. Hope I'm able to chiong project like I used to. Haha. Well, I hope everyday in school can be as fun as fypj.

Somehow, feel that once fypj ends, my hatred for school will come back again. Which is rather sad la. Coz I prefer everyday like fypj. Once attachment, everyone will be seperated again, then somehow, will know I will be alone again lor. When sch reopens, hai. So I'm rather sad when fypj is gonna end. Somehow, just wanna enjoy the days i'm going through now.

I just admitted to Alex I used to like him. LOL. Oh my god, never knew I can be so brave. Hahahaha. I never ever ever admitted first that I like someone. And I can hide my feelings pretty well. But I admitted now coz I dun like him le. Treat him like brother brother now lor. There's someone else that I think of can smile these days.

Sometimes, I guess it's better to like someone then to be in love. When I see people around me, say they are hurt coz of some stuff that happen to them, and that they wanna be alone just coz of a setback, or dun believe in love anymore, but think about it, I think I been through so much, but I still hope, and believe one day, I can find that someone, is this stupidity? There's always someone out there that faces more pain then you do, so why not try and think on the brighter side. I believe that if you believe in it, you can achieve it.

Watever.

Anyway! Super cold! Go sleep le. Night!

Oh ya. forgot to intro you Bods family.


ShiKin~













ChuiLing!









Kit.







And me of coz!








it's sadly fading away...

calwen @ 11:59 PM


Okie. I think I'm nuts. I very long never wear specs, and yesterday, I FOUND MY SPECS!! So I decided to bring them today. Hahaha. And I look totally grown up can. Even more chao lao then before. LOL.

Yesterday I did really wanna blog, but then, while talking to Khoo online, MY LAPTOP WENT FLAT ON ME AGAIN!! Hai. Two times I talk to Khoo online two times it went flat on me already. So sad le. We were talking about clubbing I think, which really reminds me of that time the Big Mac incident, where I vomitted like hell. That I hope is the last time. But then, that night seems fun overall. LOL. Though ChinaBlack closed down and is no longer popular, still, miss that place, once was our favourite le. Haha. I wish I can club again soon.

I just noticed that Angie's blog skin is he same as mine. Sigh. Issit time for me to change too? But I change my skin first before her, humph.

Hmm, wat happen yesterday. Was super sick. My tummy hurt like hell when I'm in sch. Sigh.

Wanna buy wacom. Sob. Why my friends dun want my birthday that time buy me a wacom? Sob.

Oh ya, I mention someone to someone yesterday. Looking at the pic feel a bit heartpain somehow. Wat's this feeling called? lol. Fark la. Hahaha.

Came late to school today. Haha.

K la. I go watch Anime liao. Bye!!

calwen @ 12:28 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006 ♥

*Yawn. Dun feel like blogging, but then, if I dun blog think Metta will complain how she prefer my close blog, where my open blog I dun share as much things. Hmmm, so here I am, entertaining the demanding one. Haha.

No work! Rare le! Haha, well, sch was okie today, coz our whole group left early for AMK arcade again I think I'm gonna go broke everytime I play arcade sia. Haha. Must learn how to control ba. But then, I guess what DMD robin say is true, when outside with friends, dun really care about money la, most important everyone have fun together. I treat Irddy a few games of Daytona, lol, and I finally see YaoWei playing le. Haha. Well, played a few games of basketball too, and I had the best score ever! 341 le!! Haha. Best team work le. Hehe. Then after that rest a bit more before heading home lor, with YaoWei. Sad, friends until today YaoWei didn't even know which stop I normally alight. Hai. lol.

Well, really wanna catch 8 Below, but damn YaoWei totally condamn Disney movies, so didn't get to catch it today lor. Hmmm, seems hard to ask friends from poly to watch movie le, choosey le, lol. I guess watching the the troop is the best, anyone one just anything de, not coz we rich la, wanna watch wat just watch, just that we're just not fussy about the movies we watch I guess, except for me coz I dun like horror. But weirdly, I dun mind watching Hill Have Eyes with my poly friends. LOL. But they like dun want to watch lor. Hai. Like I say, hard to watch with poly friends. Hmmmm.

Was caught for sneaking out so early today. Haha. Good job le. But was a bit disappointed that the people who were behind weren't steady enough. Oh well. If I not wrong is by Miss Pat lor. Haha, a bit disturbed by it, worried if it'll affect our grades, but then, our group like so steady, like calmed me down a little. YaoWei also say no need to worry, JingSi like say heck them, Robin just continue playing game, then maybe, things shouldn't be that bad after all.

I'm gonna slack and yet get a reasonable grade. Coz I believe sch is not about work only, but then, it's about bonding with the people around us. I never gave them a chance when I was still in Cathay working, but now, it's my final year, time for at least a few good memories to be thought of in the future. But of coz, I will definately get my stuff done. I just wanna prove it.

I bet the troop will be surprised that I'm so into sch these days. Used to hate sch so much coz I dun really have real friends in there. But cannot blame, in DMD, it's hard to trust people, with all the competition going on.

Shit, my cough always appear in the night. Just hate it can? I've been coughing for the past 3 nights without having good sleep.

Hmmm, Daniel say something about "Seeya on Saturday." Are we meeting on Sat? I dunno le, no one tell me anything? But he say, "Later you'll know." Which make me damn curious about wat it is about la. lol.

Is there anywhere else to rot and play other then AMK jubilee arcade? LOL.

I wanted to meet Jess today for dinner, but she cannot make it, call my brother also he never pick up. My off day today le!! No one wanna spend it outside longer with me. Sob.

Think nothing else to blog le la. Ha.

calwen @ 8:45 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006 ♥

My cough sucks.

Its been two days since I had really enough sleep you know. I've been coughing last night as well, and it really suck hell lot.

Extremely tired when I woke uo sick again today. I decided not to have breakfast already coz I'm really suffering, but then, still meet Metta for lunch la, at Long John, our all time budget meals. Please eat Long John if you wanna save money. But then, feel like I sick of Long John le la.

Well, then, follow her return books and we shopped around Causeway Point as usual.

After talking to Evelyn yesterday I felt enlighten somehow. Feel like I know wat to do next.

Anyway, Fruit Basket #19 is out, got things to read to spend my time away. Took train from Masiling MRT to work WHILE READING THE BOOK, and guess wat? I TOOK THE WRONG TRAIN!! By the time I realised I was in Yew Tee already. WTH!! I comfirm late one lor. I alighten and took the opposite train to work and sure enough I was late!! Argh! Can things get any better? Sigh. I was really feeling sick, my mood wasn't good, go work my friends there like want to send me home coz I really look sick. Hai. But today pack storeroom ar, hope to clear away a few cartons so that the storeroom have more space lor. Freak.

Hope tomorrow my mood will be better. Irdy lend me the Love Hina I also haven't watch yet lo. Also no time to watch. Hai~ Think tomorrow in sch also got things to do. No time to watch~~

I miss Jess. Sigh.

days seem so hard to pass without you around

calwen @ 11:58 PM


Wat a day.

I actually wanna start renovating my friendships website, but then, think tomorrow have to meet Metta, think I better dun start la. Hmmm, probably do it next week or something.

Thinking of going club, but then, everyone starting school le, no kakis. Damn sad. Haha.

Well, tonight's moon is beautiful. It's the 15th of the month anyway.

Hmmm, feel a bit heartpain when looking at a certain photo that I came across in someone's blog. All I can say is that I'm happy for the both of them. I guess. Looking at myself I feel pathetic again.

Work was alright, time flies very fast with customers around. And of coz, with the rest. ChuiLing brought a book of puzzles, and we spend the entire day doing the crossword puzzles. Yes. Looking back, I think I really do enjoy this break from Cathay, I mean, I do miss Cathay, but the life I have now, I'm also enjoying it. Really.

Dun understand why I must be sad over some decision that I made myself. I live not to regret things in the past anyway. So ya, I am not sad. Please. I'm really happy with wat I have now. Maybe coz something happen to me recently? lol.

Well, met Daniel, PeiFen, and Janna today. Took photos but with Janna le. Forgot to ask her bluetooth me. Oh well. I do enjoy Daniel's company. Miss him quite a bit. Janna's sick, so is me and Daniel, but then, I do enjoy the movie that we watched today. Ice Age 2. I know I've watched it before. But I still feel like crying when I watched the second one can! Oh ya, thanks Daniel, for the present!

Parts that made me cry in Ice Age 2: Spoiler!

1) The part where Manny went to rescue Ellie even though it would put his life in danger. It was really touching coz when he know Ellie was trapped, he just ran and rescue her without thinking much, only her safety.

2) The part where the other mammoths appeared after the flood subsided, where Manny realised that there were really other mammoths around.

3) When Sid says "You have to forget the past if you wanna move to the future." and when Manny says to Ellie "I dun want us to be together coz we have to, I want us to be together coz we WANT to." Both sentences made me think real hard.

Humour award? Goes to Scrat! Damn funny I tell you! So cute!!

Okie, last night I couldn't sleep well coz I was coughing so badly. Sigh.

Had a talk with Evelyn today. Hmmmm.

Alright. Going to sleep. Haha.

miss you

calwen @ 12:02 AM

Friday, April 14, 2006 ♥

I just realised that I didn't blog yesterday. Amazing le, coz I normally will die if I dun blog everyday. Yesterday, it wasn't on my mind to blog. Probably coz yesterday was a terrible day for me la. I'm almost dying of cough. Very xin ku lor. And I've been eating magie mee for the past 3 days at home, mum didn't cook, so have to eat magie mee lor. And in sch, sigh, let's just say I'm too broke to do anything la.

But everything is over, MY PAY JUST CAME IN ALREADY! I'm like super happy? Haha. I calculated already, around June and July I can go learn my car liao. Happy~ Just wanna learn it ASAP and I wouldn't ve worried so much about money anymore.

This is just a crap entry coz I really dunno wat else to write. Haha. Oh ya, going out tomorrow and hopefully on Sunday as well.

Been renovating my websites these days. LOL. It's about time too la. That layout serves me for a year already.

Is it that obvious?

calwen @ 8:41 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006 ♥

k.

Basically, I am totally happy today.

But I miss the troop I have. I miss Metta and Jess. Somehow, seems so far away. I really hope they are okie, probably call me once in a while to catch up on times maybe? And Metta, I read ur tagboard in ur blog I really feel cold le. LOL. It's like so obvious both are fighting with each other over you le. LOL. Faster choose one can?

Oh, and Jess. I just miss your lameness.

Sigh, I miss my friends. Wish we have more time together.

Sat meeting Daniel, PeiFen and Janna for movie I think? Watching Ice Age 2, I watching again coz I want to and Daniel said he'll be treating me wor. I very very long never see them le. Miss them very much. Just wanna hang with them after work on Sat to catch up with them a bit lor. =D

Today well, had that farking stupid last min presentation la. It's really stupid, wastes our time, and wastes my money, well, in fact, me and YaoWei's money over the mounting board and the printing stuff. But anyway, we travelled to North part of NYP to print, after printing they had breakfast, then we went back and mount lor. The presentation was a killer to the DET students, but JS and Robin took it quite well la. Conclusion? I think the lecturers are just trying to make things difficult for us. Make us do things that we tot it's bullshit. But what to do? They are lecturers wat? K lor.

After presentation, I guess our group decided to be rebellious for once, the whole group plus Tiddo, (is that how you spell his name?) went AMK to pak game. Actually, I hesitate, coz I running short of money. My pay is coming in on the 15th (I hope) and ya, didn't really eat these few days. But I farking spend it all on printing liao lo, so sad. Sigh. But anyway, I decided to have fun in the end, top up JS card with 4 bucks and spend it all on daytona and basketball games. The basketball game YaoWei got join in lor, it was hilariously fun la. It's been a while since I last play arcade games lor. Like rusty le, but nevertheless, it's still fun with steady people la. The bishi bashi also like so old liao lor, some games I never even see before le. -.-"

Went work after that, and work was fun too. I was being taught cantonese by ChuiLing, and I taught her a bit of Jap that I learnt in sch as a return. Somehow fun lor. Haha. Time flies so fast today. Hmmm.

It's just a simple day yet, so fun. Never tot I'll have any fun in school. I'm glad I'm enjoying school these days.

Oh ya, ShanYun talked to me too, hmmm, I guess it's good we're making small talk now. Dun wanna think too much too.

I MISS MY FRIENDS OUTSIDE. SOB.


We're just laming around with YaoWei's Phone. LOL.

there's always you in my mind, that makes me smile each time.

calwen @ 11:07 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006 ♥

Okie, I know it's crazy to blog 3 times a day. But I just can't help it la.

Just got KaiLun's blog. Dunno if it's a good thing or a bad one?

I guess a open blog really has restrictions. There are stuff that I wanna say yet hard to say. Hope Lun is getting along fine.

I guess, I'm getting along fine as well.

School is not bad? Crap whole day again with the peeps in FYPJ room. I got stress over the last farking presentation tomorrow. I mean, sure, we know there's a presentation sometime this week, but then, they didn't inform us wat to do, find them also like they are not around. Probably on some holidays. Hmmm.

Somehow, wish FYPJ wouldn't pass so fast now. Probably becoming a little more attached to sch then I am in the past. Haha. I guess my close friends all know that I hate sch. Hate everyone in it except for a few who are true enough to be called friends.

Alright. Should get an early sleep. Another long day tomorrow. Hmmm. Night~

METTA!! JESS!! I GETTING MY PAY ON THE 15TH, WAIT FOR ME AND WE GO EAT SUSHI OKIE?! LOL.

Oh ya, this is one of the mermaid that Shawn caught for me. I love it!! The other one is still in the display box. Thanks man!!


calwen @ 11:07 PM


Done!! haha. Set up the skin liao. Song is the same though. My server still need some fixing so cannot change the song. Haha. Anyway. Enjoy.

calwen @ 2:03 PM


Just the first post of my new start.

LOL. My previous blog has 1040 blog entries. Scary how much I have to say online huh? But well, still a bit scared of an open blog. Coz you'll never know which people out there are judging you and reading ur stuff. All along my blog is just for people who understands me a certain level de ma.

Anyways. If I ever want to make this a close blog, I'll probably just set password again la.

Haha.

Anyway, even though FYPJ is like super sian, it's fun having fun friends around to entertain ur hours away.

Oh ya, I didn't mention about my results did I?

JAPANESE LANGUAGE 1: C
VISUAL ARTS TECHNIQUES: B
CONCEPT DEVELOPMENT - PITCH: B
DRAWING THE FANTASTIC FIGURE: C
PROJECT MANAGEMENT AND PRODUCTION: C
REAL TIME 3D ANIMATION: D
STUDIO PROJECT 4: B

Ya, not bad le, I still maintain my record of not having a A, and I broke my record coz I have a D already. Haha.

Aiyah, heck about results la.

Did I mention that Shawn actually catch the mermaid I saw the other day at TimeZone? I really apprecaite it lor, somemore catch 2 le. Thanks!! Just pro lo. Haha. Just by using 4 tries le. Met him yesterday. Pass him a can of ice cream soda just as a token of appreciation. LOL.

Slept really early yesterday. Like 9.30? Haha. I just woke up to collect the mermaid from Shawn then I go back sleep already. Sigh, yesterday my batt flat so fast that I have nothing to do lor. Cannot online, so read comics. Re-reading Chobits all over again.

Falling sick. LOL.

I miss my friends le. Hope they're doing fine.

Did I mention that Jonanthan Mah the day before message me. I dunno what to do le. I feel like I really wanna break his heart. But you guys know me. I like cannot do it de. Sigh. I didn't mean to challenge him. I didn't mean to really ask him to wait. Hai.

I guess it runs in my blood. Guess not only me la, my brothers their love story also about the same de. Cannot forget the past? LOL.

Watever.

Time to edit my blogskin le.

calwen @ 12:40 PM


♥ that keynote

Name's Wendy (aka wencas)
Birthday falls on the 3rd April
I'm an Aries. Exact. Same. Personality.
Attached happily to Calvin Shing Jia Yong.
Well, that's all you need to know, right?


♥ she wants

craves :
Ipod Nano ?
A red Nintendo DS Lite sweeetttt ;)
A Flat Screen TV
TV Cable
Constant Traveling with my one and only ^^
More shoes!
Drama Shows
Comics
ODM Watch got a puma one =D
A perfect wallet braun buffel wakakaka
Brazailian wax ouch
W890i Sony Ericsson
More clothes ^^


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